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New beginning, New age

2012-01-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

2012... how time really flies. I didn't really manage to complete last year's resolution list. This year, on the other hand, well I do have a list of things that I want to do before I reach that *particular* age. Though some of it might be impossible, but there are certainly few things that I can make it happen if I want to. So I'm looking forward to these "events".

Yesterday, I officially turned a year older. Am I much wiser? Do I feel old? Well, frankly, I don't feel any different at all. Though I must admit that there's a little bit of bitter-sweet feeling. You know, that kind of mix feeling whereby you're feeling grateful but still can't help thinking that you should have done better at this age. Anyway, I'm just going to go with the flow. There are some things that I can control, and some that I can't. So if certain things were to happen then be it. Right?

Well, Happy birthday to me, and happy new year to all.

Happy Holidays

2011-12-25T15:20:00.000+08:00

It's the time of the year again. Have a good break everybody.

Happy Christmas!!!

Yotsuba received a gift from Danbo. ^^

Yotsuba-chan:- "Heyyy, isn't this my hat!!!"

Yotsuba and The Origami

2011-12-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

Yotsuba-chan : "Are you sure this looks ok Danbo?"
Danbo-kun : "Yea, it looks great Yotsuba. Though one of its wings looked slightly crooked. ^.^"
Yotsuba-chan : "Hmm.. well I don't think she will notice THAT right?..."

Yotsuba-chan : "みてみて。Look at what me & Danbo did together. =D"
Me : "Hey, that looks awesome Yotsuba!"

Ya, and that's how I spend my weekend.

A weekend with foreign language and pancakes.

2011-11-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

You know, I really enjoy my Japanese classes. I really do. But I hate exams. As much as I love learning, I really hate it. Yay, it's a love-hate kinda relationship. So yes, my lessons are over and I'm having my exams now, last paper on Grammer will be this Wednesday. Oral went "ok" I guess, I was too nervous to even recall if I answered them correctly (though I think I did.. hmm.). However, listening is my weakness. If you don't get what they are saying, that's that, there's no way to answer the questions. No matter how many times the CD player keeps repeating, you just have no time to even think. The moment I stopped to think on how to spell a particular word or "digest" that one phrase, I would have missed a whole chunk of conversation!. Damn stress sia. So I pretty much screwed up. Yes I beginning to wonder why did I signed up to stress myself. What was I thinking. (ok exaggerating, I would still love to continue to the next level IF I made it through).

It's only elementary, but むずかしいですね (difficult)。

So anyway, it has been a lazy weekend for me. Still way behind with my revision. Le Sigh! Nico went for his sterilization yesterday, it went well. Though his appetite seems ok, he was still quite lethargy. Poor boy.

Yes Yotsuba! I know it's the weekend, but I need to study!

But pancakes make me happy for a while.

Nom Nom Nom.

Otaku Unite

2011-11-19T23:50:00.001+08:00

Ok I'm not really an Otaku. I know animes, love to collect certain figurines and stuff, but I don't consider myself as a fan-girl, anime geek, etc etc. Not to that extreme. So anyway, last week was the Anime Festival Asia, and it was held at Suntec. Though it was my virgin experience, I had fun (well not the crowd part obviously). All the cosplayers were awesome. I'm quite amazed by their effort - from costumes to make-up - and photographers love them!

There were also famous guests hanging around throughout the event, unfortunately I didn't manage to catch anyone, except someone from the AKB48 (I think). Well I don't know them, but I was around the AKB48 official store/booth when suddenly people just gathered around and start taking photo. Of course, as a ~~proud~~ typical Singaporean, I know if there's crowd.. it must be something good. So I guess I've managed to catch a glimpse and took few photos of the girls (though really, I still don't know if it's them - but I've posted their photo on FB so have a look). Anyway, the photo album is set to 'Public', so go. [ LINK ]

Anyhow, I also managed to grab hold the figurines that I've been searching for quite a while. Yup, they are the Yotsuba! and Danbo figurine. Damn kawaii le. Burned a hole in my pocket but proud owner of both.

Ahhh.. I need to stop spending recklessly.

A night in KL

2011-10-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

My recent ("virgin") trip to KL with friends from Uni was extremely fun. Though it was too short - was there for 2 days, I really had a great time with them (yeah it was corny of me saying this but it really was). So what did we do when we were there? - Well, the usual - Eat, shop, eat again, coffee, laugh, shop, walk, eat, eat, and not forgetting we took lots of photos.

Flew in Tiger Airways - Photo taken by HuiHui (nice capture btw)

First meal in KL - Chicken Rice with Mushroom in Claypot

We stayed in The ZON All Suites Residence on the Park, KL. It is located near to KLCC (only few minutes walk - well provided you take the RIGHT path/direction haha). We took 2 rooms and each room has 2 bedrooms, 2 toilets, a living room with dining table and a kitchen. Quite comfy, spacious, great for family and group of friends and it has a nice view of the city.

View from our hotel room.

Hotel location is quite near to KLCC. Photo taken by Afra (nice capture)

If you love shopping, KL is definitely a place for you. Somehow, walking around the shopping malls there kind of reminded me of Orchard Road, while the street market (like the Petaling Jaya) is quite similar to Bugis Street. The shopping districts are conveniently located near to the MRT/Rapid train thingy. I'm not really a shopper (yes I had problem spending money - perhaps I just don't know what to buy lol), but it was a nice experience still. I particularly enjoyed the street market coz I find it more "adventurous" haha.

I think this is near the Central Market (?)

One of my favorite photo - The Petronas Twin Tower.

Like I've mentioned earlier, it was a fun trip, especially with "crazy" friends around. You can view all the photos taken during the trip in my Facebook page (that is if you're in my friend list).

So cheers to us. Here's to the many more gatherings to come. ^^

The 8 crazy people. 8.5 & "Sarah" not in the photo (our internal joke)

Now I shall end this post with my self-portrait photo. I rarely do that cam-whoring stuff but I really like this photo. Cute wor (lol).

Cam Whore time.

In Monochrome

2011-10-09T23:38:00.001+08:00

I have had so much fun playing/experimenting with my new toy. It is an amazing piece of metal. So anyway, here's a few photos taken today (Sunday 9.10.11) around Bugis/Arab Street area. Took quite a number, but these 3 are the ones that really stood out (imo that is). These were taken using the Grainy-Film art effect.

That pair of Specs

2011-09-28T22:41:00.001+08:00

Got myself a new pair of specs since the old one gone kaput. It's been a long time since I last had my eyes check, so I'm not surprised that my deg+astig has increase. Bummer

Oh well. Anyway, I kinda like this pair, but apparently it's too big for lil "Danbo". Hmm...

I am PEN ready

2011-09-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

I just couldn't resist it. I am now $1180 poorer. I know with that money, I could use it to travel somewhere (near), or buy nice branded bag/clothes/shoes, or whatever. I am doomed to be a gadget geek for life!!!11!!!.

Yea, that's a lil exaggerating, I know. Anyway, yes, I am PEN ready. I got myself the Olympus PEN EP-3. In sleek silver. Damn, can't wait to customized it with some leather skin and straps and retro lens hood and and and...

Rather than resisting it, I've embraced it.

So today, on a hot lovely Sunday evening, I decided to bring my PEN for a walk around my neighborhood. One thing I realized is that I feel more "confident" carrying this than my dslr. Perhaps I feel intimidated with those who are using pro-dslr (?) - ok not really but God knows. So yea, I did a few test shots, played around with the Art Filter and here's some of my better shots. All shots taken were in JPG - straight from camera - without any PP done (except for borders & watermark). Seriously, it's been a long time since I last shot in jpg (always in RAW & process in PS), but I loving what I've captured so far.

Testing some bokeh using the kit lens (14-42mm).

As I was walking around the park, I spotted this adorable dog. You see, I've never done this before, but I went ahead and approach the owner asking his permission to take a shot of him. Luckily, he was quite friendly and allow me to. (well he looked friendly enough for me to approach at the first place). ^^ After a couple of shots and a friendly chat, off I go to my next "victim".

Test shot using the Art Filter - Dramatic Tone.

Test shot using Art Filter - Grainy Film.

Test shot using Art Filter - Pin hole

That's it for now. Mum asked me yesterday if it was a waste of money to buy another camera since I already own a dslr. I told her that this is not just a camera, it's a PEN camera plus it's more convenient for me to bring this everywhere I go - not to mention it comes with full HD recording. Yeah.

Kimi no Kakera

2011-09-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

This song is awesomely beautiful la. Heard it from the ending theme song of the anime Natsume Yūjinchō San. Even the singer is gorgeous.

~ Atari Kousuke - Kimi no Kakera featuring Emiri Miyamoto

Also, through this song I get to know (or rather listen to) Emiri Miyamoto... superb violinist (You know I got this tiny weakness for violinist).

So yeah, there you go.. introducing two superb artists (though they are not really newcomers).

The Ramadan Bazaar

2011-08-31T00:19:00.001+08:00

Every year, in the month of Ramadan (or the fasting month) Geylang Serai is bustling with activity. There will be a huge bazaar (Night market) along the road and you can find everything you need there (well almost everything) from carpets to (fake) flowers, from clothes to weird looking sandals... and of course there's also lots of food -such as Ramly Burgers, Deng Deng (thinly sliced bbq meat - tasty but expensive!!!) and Ayam Perchik (chicken infused with various spices - I don't really fancy this though)

Nom Nom Nom.

One thing I absolutely hate about the bazaar is the crowd. It's totally insane, especially towards the end of the fasting month. Even the Ice Cream man is busy.

So anyway, Ramadan has ended, and Syawal is here. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Be safe, have fun but don't forget the less fortunate ya. =)

Fix me up Tiramisu

2011-08-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

I've been "enjoying" my last few days of freedom. So Yes. I finally got a full-time job. After countless delays, I am finally fit for duty. *Phew*. Only God knows how thankful I am when this finally came. The long wait is definitely worth it. I was practically grinning from ear-to-ear after I've signed that dotted lines.

Anyway, so today is one of those days that I feel like making something. So I decided to make egg-less, non-alcoholic, Tiramisu. This is my second attempt and I don't mean to blow my own horn, but this time it turns out better. I love it. LOL.

The photos captured wasn't really that great. I hate shooting food at night - bad lighting and stuff. Well, not that I'm good at it anyway. So like I've mentioned, this is based on egg-less, non-alcoholic Tiramisu recipe. It may not be the same as the traditional Tiramisu, but I would say it's quite close. The reason why I prefer egg-less version because I am still not that confident to handle raw eggs and consume them w/o baking. That's just me. So here's the recipe/steps I used if you're interested.

A. Whisk approx (can't recall) 50g Thickend cream till smooth
B. Whisk 250g Mascarpone Cream, 3-4 tablespoon espresso/coffee, 3 tablespoon caster sugar, and Vanilla Essence.
C. Fold B to A till smooth.
D. Dip the Ladyfingers to the espresso/coffee, line them in tray or glass (your creativity), pour mixture C. Repeat to your own preference.
E. Sprinkle cocoa powder.
F. Refrigerate for at least 3 hours or so. ^^

Yeah, I'm not that good in writing recipe either but I can assure you that it is quite simple. =)

Nico & the Lifeless Lion

2011-08-09T16:06:00.004+08:00

Nico and the lifeless lion, originally uploaded by Delphiz.

It's been a little more than a week since I adopted Nico. He is getting more playful, loves to play chase, exploring, sleeps everywhere other than his own bed, and not to mention, I think he is going through some teething issue (adult teeth growing). So he practically bites anything that moves, which really scares my mum sometimes.

Nevertheless, he has been such a sweet angel. *(^_^)*

Anyway, Nico has his own photo album on my Facebook. It is a public album, so anyone can view it here >>
Nico The Neko Album

Nico the Neko

2011-07-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

Yes everyone, meet my new cat... Nico. He's about 3-4 months old, playful little chap, but very adorable. Found him through the cat welfare society website and adopted him from a great fosterer/family. Vet check went well, but because of one episode of him coughing, vaccination will be done in about 2 weeks time. Everything is great. I'm happy, Mum likes him. Though he can be quite a handful, but he's obedient too. Aaahhh.. かわいいね。

So anyway, I haven't really update much about my personal life. Things have been going quite ok. Some of you might already know that I've been taking nihongo lesson. Obviously elementary level. It's tough and learning language is my weakness (as compared to other subjects), so no surprise there when I flunk my quiz lol. Just a minor setback anyway, I've been working hard to improve and I really do enjoy learning (though my brain hurts after every single lesson lol).

Other news, well I am anticipating, hmm hopefully, another good news this coming week or so. I've already been told in "black & white" that sort of thing, so if all goes well... it should be 90% confirm..?.. BUT yea praying that there's no other issue and hopefully I'll be able to share this good news soon.

Anyway Nico has been sleeping a lot!! but I am truly amazed with his "hunting stance" thingy. Quite cool and I will try to capture that on video one of these days.

Salam Ramadan to my family, friends and all Muslims around the world. ^^

Apple-Cinnamon Popiah

2011-07-24T02:59:00.002+08:00

Mum loves to buy apples but I don't really fancy them. And the problem is she keeps buying them, so we end up having lots of apples in the fridge. Most of time, my mum will make fruit juice or smoothies using the apples that has been in there for too long. That's totally fine with me, I rather drink than eat them. So anyway, last week I decided to cook something up. Initially, I wanted to bake apple pie, but I caught the lazy bug, so I ended up buying popiah skin and make a dozen of apple-cinnamon popiah(s). Not really sure if anyone has done this before, but this is the first time for me and it turns out fine. Simple, fast, and quite tasty I must say. Ingredients you need:
Diced apples, cinnamon, popiah skin, tablespoon of sugar and a pinch of salt.

So what you need to do is to stew the diced apples with cinnamon, sugar and salt on a medium heat for ~20 minutes (depending on how many apples you used - more apples = longer time). Don't overcook them. They should be soft but not "mashed-like". Ok ya, I'm bad in describing, but heck I didn't take picture. Once done, cool it, spread the popiah skin, put a tablespoon (or so) of the apple sauce/stew and roll it up like normal popiah. Brush a little butter on them and baked it (no need to brush if u prefer to fry them). Though fried popiah is definitely better, I find that baking them in the oven turns out quite alright if you eat them right after, but as it gets cold, it became more "chewy" than the fried version. Hmmm..

Anyway, it's not really a 5-star dessert, but it's easy, doesn't take much time and much healthier than junk food. So have a go.

On a side note, I've made some changes to my blog. So do please let me know what you think. ^^

That Neko behind the bars

2011-07-15T13:30:00.004+08:00

Taken from my last visit to the SPCA. There are so many beautiful & かわいい (kawaii) cats waiting to be adopted.

I've been lurking around the cats adoption sites and places because I really do feel like having another pet. Having pets around us can be quite a therapeutic thing you know, but not many understands that. So yea I'm considering to have one but of course I'm not really in the hurry to own one, so I'm going to take my time to find a "perfect" match for me (& my family).

Ahhh.. they are so adorable.

Chasing the Sunset

2011-05-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

I love watching the setting of the sun. So few weeks ago I've managed to catch an amazing sunset. It was a beautiful day and everything else was perfect. Praise the God for His creation & the beauty of nature.

"When I admire the wonder of a sunset or the beauty of the moon,
my soul expands in worship of the Creator" -- Mahatma Ghandi

Meet Danbo

2011-04-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

Ok he is not exactly the original Danbo figure. I made him (her - since the person who "wore" this is a girl) from paper/cardboards based on this particular template [ Link ]. Totally love it.

Well, I do in fact totally adore anything related to Yotsuba&! - The manga is about this kawaii & carefree girl with a green hair called Yotsuba Koiwai. And in certain chapter (or volume), she met Danbo and believe it was a real robot, which in fact it was actually a "cardboard costume" worn by her friend Miura Hayasaka. Unfortunately, being so young and naive, till now, she is still in the dark. Love reading the manga. And I've been wanting to get hold of their figurines (particularly the Yotsuba&! Summer Vacation set), which seems to be "discontinued". Oh well.

So for Easter, being resurrected from papers and cardboards pieces, Danbo wants to find some Easter eggs. But what I forgot to mention to her is that, I don't celebrate Easter...

Eggs???!!, originally uploaded by Delphiz.

Ahhh... I got to fix those eyes..

Footprints in the sand

2011-04-12T23:56:00.005+08:00

One of the things that my parents enjoy doing is taking a stroll at the beach. And of course, sometimes they will drag me along. Heh.

So last week, as we were enjoying the sea breeze under the clear blue sky, something out of ordinary happened. For the first time in my life, I spotted Otters at Changi Beach. Yes. OTTERS!!. 3 of them. Well, my dad spotted it at first and he thought it was a dog. So being excited and all, as quietly as I can, I went closer. They were under this tree, moving around cautiously. Then, as I got a lil closer (but still at a good distance) before I could press my shutter (camera), they spotted me and quickly dash & dive into the sea. Once again, being excited about it, I rush towards the sea and walk along the coast, and then I saw the cutest moment ever. As they swam under the water, they would swim back up, look at my direction and dive back in. It keeps repeating until I stopped following them, and since then I never see them again.

Otters can stay around 5-8 mins under water. I'm not too sure of the species, it could either be an Oriental small-clawed Otter or a Smooth-coated ones (though the latter is much more possible). I believe they came from Pulau Ubin and they say otters are generally shy and tend to stay away from places where there's human around. Well if I'm an otter I would to. But whatever it is, it's really awesome!! They are so kawaii!

Forgive me, but I really do find all animal amazing, especially the cute furry ones. Sometimes looking at them makes me wonder about what would they "talk" about when they are together, what's in their mind, what kind of dream do they have at night, what do they think of human, etc etc etc. Ahh the wonders of nature and God's creation. ^^

So anyway, other than the fact that I saw *kawaii* animals, I really do enjoy spending my time at the beach, especially on a perfect weather like this. It does help to clear some things off my mind. Though I wish it would be permanently cleared like how those footprints left in the sand being washed away by the wave and forever gone, but well... that's life. Right.

Slow - Crossroads ahead

2011-03-22T00:40:00.001+08:00

Time has been passing by so fast. I know I've mentioned this many times before, but I just hate it. Unlike most people who are anticipating their "knock off time" or the weekends, I'm so not looking forward to my weekends. Week after week, when Friday comes, I will let out a huge sigh and say "It's a bad week. Bad bad week. No calls. Wwhhhyy..!!.." and then sigh once again. I don't know about this week though, I actually intend to write this post on a Friday (seems more significant that way) but I'm still hoping that this week will be much much better.

There's this quote that says: "All of life is a journey which paths we take, what we look back on, and what we look forward to is up to us. We determine our destination, what kind of road we will take to get there, and how happy we are when we get there." You know, as inspiring as it sounds and if it's really true, why can't I be on the road that has the "Slow" sign on it. I would rather slow down, breathe and decide my next path than to panic and only to find myself stuck in endless crossroads. It's tiring.

I just want time to stop, because seriously, I really don't know what to do. Sigh.

And.......

On the lighter note, I've stumbled upon a great work of art by a street photographer (the late) Vivian Maire. I'm totally impressed with her galleries. The story behind this is that she was an unknown photographer, spending her days walking and taking pictures mostly of the streets of Chicago (and some other parts of the world). No one has actually seen her work, so she wasn't famous until after her passing. I think around 100000 prints and negatives belonging to her were actually bought from an auction house and it was the buyer who've made this wonderful discovery and share them to the world. By the time the buyer knew who she was, she has unfortunately passed away. Anyway, check out her work at the blog & website below.

Links:
Short wiki entry [ Link ]
Blog [ Link ]
Website [ Link ]

M9.0 & Human Idiocy

2011-03-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since the devastating M9.0 Earthquake and Tsunami struck Japan. I remembered watching the news on NHK and it keeps replaying the destruction over and over again. It looked so surreal at first. It was like all these houses are only sandcastles waiting for the wave to come and wash them away. It was tragic, and on top of all this, there's that issue with the Nuclear reactor. I won't talk much about this since you can just Google it, and I believe there's a Wikipedia article on this event as well. So what I really want to talk about here is on how the world react to this natural disaster.

Some of you might have heard of people, maybe someone you know or not, whining about their wasted trips and they became defensive when friends commented that they should be thankful instead. I understand the disappointment of having to look forward to your vacation and only to have it cancelled in a sudden. And I totally get it with "myob" and that "so-called-freedom-of-speech" thingy, because it is your problem not mine. It ticks me off, but no issue because fortunately, this common "scenario" is nothing as compared to what I've read all over the net.

The issue with whiners is that they just whine and that's that - no problem. But the real issue lies when people cross the line with their insensitivity and ignorance, as if they are showing off their idiocy to the whole wide world. There's a fine line between "free speech" and "hate speech". When people start to abuse their "so-called-freedom-of-speech", whether knowingly or not, they become more bias and their opinions/judgement becomes offensive and worst is when they say things without prove or fact. So what does "hate speech" got to do with the disaster in Japan. Well believe it or not, I've read comments that totally pisses me off. There are people who say that Japan deserve it and that God is punishing them, so keywords like Karma, Whaling, WWII, Pearl Harbor, Katrina, etc.. are frequently mentioned in those post. I mean, seriously, where the hell did that come from?!?!. I am against whaling or eating anything that human are not suppose to eat or hunt, but getting this from someone who is from a country where there's such thing as "hunting/open season" - seriously would you say that your country deserve to be hit by a hurricane as well??? if you're into animal rights or if you're animal activist then do something, join the Sea shepherd, not hiding behind that monitor and clapping happily saying that they deserve it. Do you deserve to be happy? do you deserve a pat at back by God? What have you done to stop the whaling? And Pearl Harbor/WWII.. that was the past. Many nations were involved. There's a lot of casualties in all sides. If you say Japan deserve it, so does any other nation that were involved including the US (btw there were more fatalities in Hiroshima & Nagasaki as compared to Pearl Harbor). It's a war, and tend to have innocent casualties (both allies & axis). So many things have happened since then. As for Katrina, well just Google "International response to Hurricane Katrina" and not forgetting individual from other countries who donated. Sheesh people, get your facts.

[You can check out this and this]

And so it goes on and on and on. What we need to understand is that this is a natural disaster. It may be God's wrath, but that is His secret, what do we know, we're not Him. Disaster like this can happen to any nation, just like road accident, an innocent child can be hit by a drunk driver. Does she deserve to be hit? No, right. I totally understand it's a freedom of speech, you have your rights to say what you want to say. But do be aware of the consequences especially when your "voice" crosses the line. Saying something is fine, but being ignorant and/or prejudice towards something, well that really does show your character. Not that I care, my life still goes on even if your character sucks, and I'm not a saint I'm not here to preach. But as part of MY freedom of speech, this is all I got to say. Oh and by the way, do you know that your tweets are being archived in the Library of Congress. You can read up on your own on what that means, but I have that feeling all those shitty tweets you made, well they are not forever lost - unless they are private of course. [Source]

So I end this post with my sincere thoughts and prayers for people who are affected by the devastating disasters, not only in Japan, but in New Zealand, Australia, and rest of the world.

リフレクティア

2011-02-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

Gotta love this song.

Sigh.

Lost in Translation

2011-01-17T18:45:00.001+08:00

Konnichiwa Watashi wa Ita desu.

Ok, I've been (self) learning Japanese for close to a month now. Though I don't think I have progressed that far.... yet... but I can confidently say that I can recognize at least 10% of the Hiragana characters. It's not that much really, and it's been tough for me since I'm not really that good with memorizing, especially symbols/characters. But heck, 10% is at least something right..??..

So in today's blog topic, I'm gonna share a lil bit of what I've understand about the Japanese language - the most challenging language eva!! (ok not really, I find all foreign languages that are not romanized as challenging). I'm doing this not because I think I am an expert but I guess it helps me to recap what I've learnt so far, since I don't really have anyone to practice with (or correct my mistakes) and as mentioned in the past entry, I think it's good to share what you're aiming to achieve sometimes, because the stress of knowing that someone is following your journey to reach that certain goal will perhaps give you a lil push to go all out and work hard. Though I think a video blog will be much better, but I just stick to the 'typical' way for now.

The first thing I wish to talk about is the hiragana. Hiragana is one of the most basic component of the Japanese writing system, followed by Katakana and Kanji, so for people like me, who know nuts about the language, will be better for us to start with hiragana. Basically hiragana consists of 5 vowels, a, e, i, o, and u, which is pronounced quite closely to as ah, eh, ee, oh, and oo, respectively. It is useful to understand how they were pronounced, and if you're a beginner like me, and you are self learning only from the textbook - stop, go online (youtube or smart.fm) and listen. It really makes learning much easier. A friend lend me her textbook and I am truly grateful for that, but I find that the more I read it, the more confused I get because I really need to listen to what I'm studying and I can't read it out loud coz I dunno what's going on. Maybe it's just me, I always study by talking out loud to what I'm reading (whether it is theory or formula), but yea my point is.. some audio can make a difference. So for this, check out this link and play the audio [ http://smart.fm/goals/24666 ]. Once we master these 5 vowels, we can proceed by practicing a consonant + a vowel. For examples: consonant 'k' with the vowels - ka, ke, ki, ko, and ku, which again pronunciation is closely resembled to car, kay, key, koh, and kuu resp. But do note that while you're practicing, there are some other consonant+vowel that has a different speech/sound pattern. Like for consonant 'S' and 'T' with the vowel 'i' we have shi and chi, pronounced as sh-e and chee (as in cheeze w/o the ze. So this is quite different from the typical consonant with vowel 'i' - ki, ni, hi, mi, ri and wi, respectively pronounced as key, nee, hee, mee, lee and wee . Awesome so far..??.. Right now this is where I am, which is all the basic kana. Have yet to go through the yoon and syllable with dakuten.

Now how do I learn the strokes. This is obviously much tougher for me. One way is writing down while going through each of the character. Like they say practice makes perfect, but I find it a lil boring too. Another way is to write in kana with the Japanese words you're familiar with. This way I can learn how to spell and pronounce them correctly at the same time. There are still some other characters that I do not recognize, so I will 'circle' them and refer to them later. This approach is quite useful coz you're already familiar with the word. So let's take 2 different words for example, Arigatou and Itadakimasu. What we can do here is to break them into units of vowels and consonants.

So for Arigatou we have - a - Ri - Ga - To - u
Hence looking at the hiragana chart we have
あ - り - ガ - と - う
Since I've yet to master the syllables with dakuten, I will mark Ga - ガ and refer to it again as I progress.

Again for Itadakimasu we have - i - Ta - Da - Ki - Ma - Su
From the chart it is -
い - た - だ - き - ま - す

Yup, so that's how I learn. Perhaps in the near future I will share other stuff, for now this is all. You may wonder why the sudden interest. One of the reason is to be able to watch anime and read manga w/o subtitles or translation. Ok I'm kidding. Right now I seriously unsure what to expect in the future, and since I have the time, I would rather spend it wisely. So I've started learning Jap and a bit of Chinese from smart.fm and English through books. I find that it is good to at least get myself prepared for what's to come. I mean I might get myself a career in Engineering line and find myself in situation whereby I need to present/support my client UK or Japan or China or maybe I might end with a job (admin/exec/teaching/etc) which requires me to be confident in conversing English fluently (I'm not that bad, but I'm not perfect too). You never know right. Plus even if I don't require all these skill at the end of the day, it is still fun to learn anyway. Win-win situation.

Till then let's Pray for the best; Prepare for the worst.

Oh oh.. just wanna share with you guys something amusing. ^^

Wallpaper Wednesday

2011-01-12T13:38:00.001+08:00

Just recently, I was browsing through some Photoshop tutorials online (such as abduzeedo.com and psd.tutsplus.com) and I really do envy those who are really creative and able to display their skills to the rest of us. I can't draw at all. I like to think that I am creative, but I can't do it. The only things that I can 'sketch' in details are perhaps the human organs like heart, eye, kidney, lungs, urinary bladder, etc. Other than these, I really can't draw. Hence, that's why sometimes I feel kinda 'jealous' for those who can really project their feelings or thoughts through canvas. It's an amazing gift.

I have CS4 and most of the time I only used it to process the raw photos that I've captured through lens. Well, once in a while I used it to design my blog as well. So I decided to give it a shot. Nothing too dramatic, just a simple minimalist design that I have learn so far.

Yup, so I've created a Desktop wallpaper. Cool or not. ^^ Anyway, to get this wallpaper, you can download it from my Deviantart page - http//delphinuz.deviantart.com/#/d36zdqq

It is in a zip file, and the sizes available are:
1920x1200, 1680x1050, 1440x900, 1280x800, 1024x768 and 1024x640

This is also my first time uploading on Deviantart (despite being a member for 2 yrs lol) so I think it should be ok lol. Let me know if you need other sizes. ^^

Hope there's more to come. Till then.

Twenty-Something

2011-01-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

28 years ago, on this day, I cried for the very first time. So today, I'm officially a year older. Though seriously I don't really find this day any different from any other day. Yesterday I was a day younger and tomorrow I will be a day older. But, of course I understand the fact that this kind of anniversary is some sort of reminder that we were born on this particular day and month. And also this is perhaps the only time when xx number of people wishes you well all at the same time.

I like being a January person. One of the good thing of being born close to New Year is that I don't feel remorse of having to remind myself that I am a year older twice. What I mean is that, say your birthday is in June, so on New Year's day I'm sure that you have that tiny thought in your head telling you that you are as old as Earth, and then comes June, you are once again reminded that you're old. (this does not include those who keeps thinking that they are getting older every day - though that is the fact too). So you see how depressing that is. lol. Ok I'm just joking. Growing old is mandatory, but the important thing is how much you have grown, how much wiser you have become, how many good memories you have made.. and some other stuff.

So that's about it for now. I'm not going to share my birthday wish(es) here, and urmm ya hopefully this year will be much better and more memorable than the last.

Happy Birthday to me. ^^

"Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest." ~ Larry Lorenzoni

Twenty-Eleven

2011-01-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

And so it's the New Year. 365 days have passed, now it's time for a new "beginning". Looking back, 2010 has been quite a ride. We should all be grateful that we have come this far. I am thankful for all the things that had happened, and quite accepting with the things that didn't.

At the beginning of 2010, I was pretty much excited with so many things to look forward to. Hence as the year went by, some of these things have been achieved with unexpected surprises in between. So in year 2010, I've finally graduated. Had my convocation in October. One huge burden off my back, finally *phew*. And on top of that, I've received a great big pat on the back. Was awarded the book prize for my project and this achievement also lead me to be featured in the local Malay newspaper. Quite an unexpected achievement, but I guess all the hard work and sacrifices really paid off. Though there were times I actually have doubts and started to think if I truly deserve all this, but somehow I eventually began to understand.

But my year wasn't always a bed of roses. As much as I was excited about graduating, I was highly hopeful that I would get a job and be settled by year-end. Well, of course as you can tell, it is something I fail to achieve. I have no comment about this. People been telling me this and that, but they just don't know what I've done or am doing, and how hard I've tried. Somehow, doing the project seems much easier. If being a NEET not enough, as days went by, I realized I might have the early "symptoms" of being a "Hikikomori". Ok maybe not to that extreme, but it's a scary thought that always randomly pops in my head. As mentioned in the previous post, everything suddenly seems to be not worth doing. I beginning to lose my drive. So before it become worse, slowly I started to get back on my feet by starting off the new year with learning a new "martial art" and teach myself Japanese. It is dreadful to tell you the truth. I find it pathetic when looking at myself at times. BUT as a Capricorn, I am not letting my sign down. (*cough* we are known to be goal-getter, and have a never give up attitude *cough*). I will keep pushing myself to move forward!!! LuLz.

So anyway 2010 ended with a bitter aftertaste. Now for 2011, I'm actually a bit nervous and cautious about what lies ahead. The future seems kinda dark for me still. I am no longer that enthusiastic girl, who every year pray for something exciting to happen. So, let's just go with the flow, setting up new goals along the way and see where this path leads to. Have a blasting year everyone.

I survive!

2010-12-29T02:15:00.003+08:00

I survive another day. I've been losing my will lately. That drive to do something is diminishing. Even going out for some random photo shoots or swimming or going online and everything else has becoming such a chore. It's not because of the weather, I mean I don't really care about swimming in the rain (despite falling sick due to this) or sitting at Starbucks during a downpour. I just find them kinda meaningless. Even so, despite feeling this way, I've been slowly picking up new things. Learning new language. Participate a new sport. Expanding my own knowledge. All these just to keep me going a little further. I find it tough, everyday, to keep pushing myself to do this stuff. The reason I'm saying this is because I read somewhere that to be able to accomplish in something, you not only need to have perseverance, but you need to tell the world what you going to do. This way, there's no turning back, but to move forward with that goal in mind. Well, ya so I'll try to share what I've been up to as much as I can.

Anyway, on a brighter note. The past weekends have been great. Had a class barbecue the other day and it was fun fun fun.

The Food was quite yummy. The chicken was amazing. This time we bought from a different caterer FYI. So if you want to know where. Let me know.

Oh I had such a great time that I totally forgot to take some landscape/sunset photos. Only realized it when I reached home. (^_^)||| I really love gatherings like this. Whether its with my classmates. Close friends. I.C.E.S. Gatherings are really nice.

Yet another news. There's a KOI cafe outlet at Tampines. Yes there is. Though I might be a little slow about this. I don't even know it exist here.. at my own neighborhood... But it does. Hurrah for East people. Well, frankly, I don't really find what's the deal about it. But what can I say, eventually, somehow, I will have to buy one and try it myself. So yes I have indeed.

After a near-accident experience with this grey van driven by a lady. (FYI I'm not Jaywalking. The van beat the red light. There were 2 other innocent pedestrian with me.. boy are we lucky to stop in time. And Thank God I decided to turn my head and look at my left while crossing at that moment). Anyway back to my story, so I've decided to join the queue and get myself a KOI Hazelnut Milk Tea with Pearls. Yay. Since I have the time, I should go for it right. Yay. So was it nice? Is it worth queuing for? Worth the price? I would say so-so to all questions. It is quite nice. BUT, I like it as much as the one sold near my place or the one sold at SIM canteen. What I meant is that.. the drink was great, but it just doesn't really stood out. For me. IMHO. Hmm. Maybe it's just my personal taste. I think what makes it more pricey is the tapioca pearls. I admit it was made just right. Not too soft. Not that hard. And it was a *lot*. Good & bad. What's a bubble tea without pearls right (ok there are those who bought w/o them - i apologize). The downside.. it makes me feel soooo full. Had to throw like 25% of it. So anyway for this, I would say if you like Bubble tea with lots & lots of chewy pearls. Go (queue) for it. ^^

Before I end, FYI the near-accident experience has no relation to the reason why I bought KOI. Everything just happened randomly. Oh boy was this a ~~last~~ long post.

One Piece Figures

2010-12-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

I don't really consider myself as a collector since I am quite selective with what I buy and will only get them if they are at a very good deal. Sometimes I do question myself, why the hell did I buy them at the first place? I do find them cool, and I really like the characters (which are either from Anime, or Marvel and DC heroes). But I guess these reasons aren't good enough, right? Well, I don't know. lol. Maybe I just sell them off in the future (when it's no longer in production or sth). Anyway, I'm a proud owner of my recent purchases, not to mention I got them at a quite reasonable price. Plus, they make a good "model" too. =)

Roronoa Zoro - One Piece Styling Figure

Roronoa Zoro - One Piece Styling Figure Special

Nico Robin - One Piece Styling Figure

Photos are taken using Vignette app for Android. Yes, I've been using my hp more often than my camera. Oh, and in case you're wondering... I don't play with them (some people see them as toys).. they are just part of my room decor items thingy.

That boy who lives

2010-11-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

I've recently caught the Harry Potter latest movie - the Deathly Hallows part one. The following review might be seen as a spoiler for some (esp. for those who didn't read the book) but, this kind of information is heavily available on the net (particularly harry potter fan pages and wikis). First of all, I am a huge fan. As a selective reader (yes I'm not a bookworm), this is one of the few books that I don't get bored reading. So you know I am very excited to catch it on screen. Well, I was excited. You see, the acting, the effects, the actors, they were all great. However, something about this movie somehow left a bitter taste in my mouth.

The movie wasn't that bad, but it was not as fantastic as I thought it would be. I know that this "always" happen where books are normally far better than movie. But this is Harry Potter we're talking about, and to especially split the movie into two parts, they just have to get it right. Ok, I'm not saying they should include every single details, and they did at least stay true to the book, yes they did. But one can't help to wonder would the movie be better if they have included certain details, so that non-readers could see how we felt when we read the book.

Oh well, here are the things (imho) which I think they should have included in this movie.
1) Before the Dursleys leave for a safer place, Dudley made attempts to reconcile with Harry, esp by thanking him for saving his life from the Dementor, plus telling him he is "not a waste of space" in the house. Even Aunt Petunia and Vernon Dursley (almost) showed a lil care towards Harry as they leave. I seriously find it was quite a waste they left this out. Knowing how miserable Harry felt under their care, this is rather rare and touching, well coming from the Dursleys that is. Hopefully in Part 2, we get to see the older Dudley have reconciled with Harry ("through Christmas Cards"), which I have the feeling they won't.

2) Bill & Fleur wedding - I find it was way to fast, don't seem like a wedding to me, which is quite a waste, knowing how beautiful they made it. Another thing, Harry was actually disguise as a relative of Weasley, Victor Krum was invited (but leaving him out is ok i guess), and the Patronus should appear as Lynx (Shaklebolt) instead of a ball of light.

3) The invisible cloak. I don't understand why they left this out. Harry had used the cloak a couple of times, plus isn't this one of the deathly hallow.

4) Showing Harry taking/bury Moody's eye. Not necessary, but would be nice.. (ok some say he did took it from the door, but I'm not v sure if he did)

5) Ron revealed that Voldermort name is a "taboo" (cursed) and anyone who say his name can be track, hence that's why they were attacked at the cafe.

6) Wormtail remembers his "life-debt" to Harry but was killed by his own artificial hand (instead of being stunned by Dobby) due to this hesitation.

What I love and enjoyed:
1) The Hocrux part. Animation was brilliant.
2) The tale of the three brothers. Nicely executed and narrated.
3) When the trio infiltrate the Ministry.
4) Draco's emotions - can really see the dilemma he's going through just by looking at his face and the way he reacted when seeing Harry.
5) The seven potters.

and of course
6) knowing that Dobby is now freeeee...

Haha.. anyway can't wait for Part II in July 2011.

Pimp-my-blog

2010-11-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

Once again, I have "pimped" my blog... out of boredom. But I kinda like it. Though the colors may be a bit dark, but the theme is somehow shouts "me". Hur hur. So what else is there (or not)? I've included 'Photos' and 'Crafts' link at the header.. this will link to posts with photos and crafts tags respectively. Nothing on photos yet, will only begin once I upload something on Flickr (hence will be posted here as well). No more chat board thingy, so if you have anything to say just click on comments or tweet me. I've integrated the "Lightbox" effect on my comment (the similar effect when you clicked on my flickr photos). So a "lightbox-window" *should* upon clicking the comment.

So that's about it. There's a few things I might change, but I'm taking a break for now to focus on other stuff. So if you're reading this from other sites or feed readers, head down to my main site to view the changes. Feel free to drop me a note if you have any comment. Oh this site was tested on Firefox & Safari. IE users do let me know if there's any problem with the layout.. CSS can be a pain at times.

We will hold each other soon

2010-10-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Monkmus | Myspace Video

R.I.P, my dear 'old' Betty. I will miss chasing you around, feeding you, brushing you, 'chatting' with you, hugging you... damn I will miss every single part of you. Hope you're at a better place where there's blue sky and green meadows. If you meet Choco @ "Dustbin" and the hammies ("Perseus", "Pegasus", "Brown").. tell them I miss them too. I'm sorry if I'm a bad owner, but Thank you for everything, esp for being here. God Bless. Amin.

Sigh. Don't think I will have another pet.

[DIY] Steampunk-inspired goggles

2010-10-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

See "Steampunk" Inspired Goggles and 1000's of others - or share your own on Cut Out + Keep

So quite recently I've created a steampunk-inspired goggles using my old swimming goggles. Turned out pretty alright, though fixing the wire mesh part was challenging and could be a lil better if it is made with leathers instead of felt and some gears design added (but i can't find appropriate size), but it's still cool as it is. Now about Steampunk, it is something defined as a "Victorian science fiction" or some say Retro-Futurism, and normally features brass or copper steampowered inventions that go beyond the 1800's technology. Google "steampunk" or "steampunk goggles" you will see a lot of creative designs, and a number of them are actually DIYs. I don't care about what's the purpose of doing this, because I seriously find them pretty cool. Plus there's no harm trying to achieve a lil satisfaction in this mundane life right..?..

Anyway check this one out.. Steampunk LCD monitor/desktop... pretty awesome eh. http://steampunkworkshop.com/lcd.shtml

Namida

2010-10-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

If you watched Skip Beat (Anime), I'm quite certain you've heard this song. This song never fails to be in my top playlist. Nice song, inspirational, plus I can even relate to it, especially at this moment.

Someone commented on Youtube that the conversation (on the phone) goes like this:

Beginning:

Younger Sister: "yes, yes.... I'm going to work after this. Onii-chan (older brother)? He's here. Hold on. Onii-chan, it's from mom."
Older Brother, "Hello."
Mother: "Ah, Takahiro. I've sent oranges. Eat them with Mina"
T: "I told you so many times already that we cannot eat so much."
Mother: "What are you saying? If you cannot finish them, just give some of them to the neighbors. Takahiro, how about your job hunting?"
T: "I'm trying my best."
Mina: "I like the oranges that mom sent us."

Ending:

T: "Ah, hello mom?"
Mother: "What's wrong? Why are you calling me so suddenly? What happened?"
T: "Nothing much. By the way, send those oranges again."

Lyrics (translated by http://taijiproject.livejournal.com/81715.html)

CHORUS: No matter how many thousands of times we cry, surely we can overcome it one more time
You can't act like you're clumsy and run away
You should know that much
This is the last time, the last chance, and even if I mess up I won't be scared
The sorrow, the sadness, the longing - they can all be healed someday

When the days we cried and cried are behind us, we can be strong one more time
You can't act like a coward and run away
You should know that much
No matter how many thousands of times we fall, surely we can overcome it one more time
I'm sure your voice will reach me over any distance, straight to me, forever...
---
The days when things don't go as planned
The feelings I deceived by acting strong
It feels like something's about to break, like tears are about to fall
Unable to be honest
Unable to be myself
If all I ever do is run away
My feelings will never be known
I have to face the goal I've set
Even if I'm pounded by wind and rain, I have to face it
Before I know it, time is passing me by
But everyone, no matter who, can surely grow stronger
I can't keep deceiving my feelings and smashing them down every day
Now is the time to climb the stairway of my one and only life
---
CHORUS
---
It feels like I can reach it, but I can't
It feels like I can grasp it, but I can't
The same old fears, so many fears, are holding me back by the arm
Let go of me, I have to go, this isn't my place
If I leave now it won't be too late
I've decided that the tears trailing down my cheeks will be my last

It's not over yet, nothing has ended, nothing has started yet
I haven't finished giving my answer yet, I haven't given up yet
I haven't experienced the joy of knowing the meaning, the reason that I am who I am
I'm already standing by myself, my own tomorrow is waiting

Wipe your tears, lift your face, say this is the beginning and look up at the sky
Smile and stretch out your hand
Until we arrive at the same feeling

An unseasonal wind blows
Rather than living with my back turned on my true feelings
It's probably better to head for the place I was striving for, right?
---
CHORUS
---
When the days we cried and cried are behind us, we can be strong one more time
You can't act like a coward and run away
You should know that much
No matter how many thousands of times we fall, surely we can overcome it one more time
I'm sure your voice will reach me over any distance, straight to me, forever...

---End of Lyric

You know what... Maybe I should dye my hair as well.

Onward and Beyond

2010-10-07T05:27:00.002+08:00

Ok that's (the post title) actually my school's motto (i think). So... as some of you know, I had my convocation yesterday. It was quite a unique and memorable experience. Despite knowing that what I received on stage is just a piece of paper, with my name written on it, I still feel a little emotional & there's a sense of pure satisfaction in me. Why not right.. at last.. after 4 hard years of studying... I have come to this phase. This is the day, despite all the hardship I've been through... the rejections I've received.. the times when I can only count coins in my pocket (i.e. broke).. the times when ppl doubting me if I've tried hard enough.. etc etc.. this is the day that I actually forgot/put aside all the problems I'm facing. Coz for once.. I accomplished something I truly enjoy doing.

A couple of months back.. while watching the YOG football match at Jalan Besar Stadium.. I received and read an email (via phone) send by school informing me one of the most surprising news ever. Since then, I can't stop thinking if I truly deserve it. I was really 'worried'. And trust me.. I have no idea how and why. Since then, the school called me for this and that, and before I knew it..

Article online: http://cyberita.asia1.com.sg/msingapura/story/0,6879,174017,00.html?

I am truly thankful for all this. It was an amazing experience. And of course, all this - the degree, the award, the experiences - will not happen if not for the support of my family and friends. I am truly truly thankful guys.

Oh and Sorry la.. it's kinda difficult for me to translate everything here LOL. But the title says something like: "Lego aid 'normal' student to excel in UniSIM...???... " and what's with Lego.. it's kinda my hobby and it helps me to 'de-stress'. heez.

Looking up

2010-07-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

There it goes, Up in the Sky, originally uploaded by Delphiz.

... to a clear blue sky.

Taken days before the heavy rain and flood and overcast skies.

"I thank you God for this most amazing day, for the leaping greenly spirits of trees, and for the blue dream of sky and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes.
- E. E. Cummings

The final buzz of the "angry hornets"

2010-07-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

So we have heard the last sound of the Vuvuzela. Ok, maybe not the last but you get my point. The World Cup is officially over. The European Champs, Spain, is now the World Champion, and they truly deserved it. It was a frustrating, intense match. Both teams are (literally) fighting for glory in order to have their first taste of the WC gold. It was known to be one of the roughest final ever.

Anyway, both are great teams, and deserves the spot in the final. The Dutch have played tremendously well so far. But I'm a bit disappointed by their rough play though, especially with de Jong "flying kick" on Alonso. I understand that this is football, but not playing it as fair as you can and not even care about it (article link here).. that really tells a lot. Tsk Tsk. Webb was right to dish out those yellow cards on them. It's a shame. But I really admired the Oranje back then, when there's Bergkamp, Overmars, the de Boer twins (Frank is the current asst. manager), Kluivert, Cocu, etc.. nevertheless, the current ones have proved they ain't that bad either (other than their rough play). Oh and who agrees with me that Sneijder looks a little bit like the botak-version of Ljungberg? LOL.

The Red Fury Spain have the best players in their team. I really mean the best, look at Iker Casillas, Puyol, Pique, Villa, Torres, Ineista, Xavi, Alonso, (and in my personal opinion) Cesc Fabregas, etc. This Euro'08 champs totally deserve to be crown a World Champ. Though there are a few boring matches previously, but you got to agree with me, as boring as it is (like the one against Germany), I really think they did good, having only conceded two goals in this WC. It's gonna be tough years ahead of them, as they have to defend both the European and the World titles. It's sad though that Villa doesn't get the Golden Boot or the Golden Ball (goes to Muller and Forlan respectively), but Casillas got the Golden Glove award and the Fifa Fair Play award goes to ... Spain.

There's a lot of surprises in this World Cup. Though I am a supporter of Spain, and believe they would go far since the beginning of the WC, I applaud the underdogs especially the Asian team. They did really well. The Africans, did good also, particularly for Ghana. They could have a chance to go to the semis, but who can forget about Suarez "goal-keeping" skills during that Uruguay-Ghana match. And not to mention about the Top Guns, like France and Italy.. who somehow came, saw and ... tumbled. What a WC it has been. 2014 will be in Brazil, and I guess that will be much much exciting one, since we saw what the underdogs are capable of, and the Top Gun will definitely be 'fighting' to regain their honor.

For now... OLE Espana! OLE La Furia Roja!

When I grow up, I want to be....

2010-07-02T02:41:00.000+08:00

I remembered one particular event that took place during kindergarten where my teacher brought out some costumes, like firefighter, police, army uniforms, some cookery items/utensils (toys of course), and some other things that I can't really recall. She then asked my class what we want to be when we grow up, and to pick from the selection of costumes and items that she has. If I remember correctly, there's more students than the items laid out, so we got to take turns. But what I don't remember is the item that I chose. As much as I tried to recall, I just can't.

Primary 3/4 was the first time I ever learn something more than English, Maths and Malay. I learnt Science. I remembered one of the project that everyone has to do to earned some sort of badge, and I think I chose to do lightning or something like that. And also that was the time I learnt about the Moon. When I was much younger, I always felt 'special', when I see that bright round thing in the night sky following me wherever I go. But when I started to learn about the Moon, things change. Everything beyond the sky just fascinates me. I remembered sitting at the top edge of my old sofa, facing the window, and reading the 'Moon' chapter over and over again. There's even once, while I'm at it, I saw something bright across the sky (till now I'm still clueless about it). There's a time, during PE, I looked up and saw the Moon, in the day blue sky. I told a classmate of mine, but she 'shush' me (yes I remembered that part). So in Primary level, I know I want to be an Astronaut, oh and also to join NPCC as my ECA - sometimes I passed by my former Sec sch (next door to my Pri sch) and saw the NPCC cadets marching, I told myself I'm so gg to join them.

So came the Secondary level... I did end up joining my 'neighbouring' school's NPCC but I also realized that I can't be an Astronaut. My passion still goes on though. I remembered talking to my friends about stuff beyond the blue skies. The mysteries of the Earth. The 'Alien' theories. And some other stuff like that. (One of my very close friend even remembered my deep passion till now, and she's the first person to give me an astronomy book and constellation card guide. hahaz.). So since I can't be an Astronout, during the O level period I decided to do something related to science, knowing that chances were quite low to get into science stream in JC (even if I can make it to JC back then) w/o pure sciences background, I decided to aim for poly and take biomedical/biotech/anything-to-do-with-bio courses. And when its time to choose the course, I listed all the bio courses from all the different school as my top few choices (it's actually not that much as compared to now since it was quite new back then), followed by some multimedia and computing course. Yes. That's what I want to do. That's my aim in Secondary School. To be involved in biomedical industry.

Polytechnic. I'm stuck with Java, C++, Coldfusion, Networking, etc etc. Something I had to endure for the 3 years. Yes I didn't get to the course I wanted despite the appeal. I got into Internet Computing instead. I almost gave up (thanks my Mum for helping me out and telling me not to). So 3 years it is. And because I stayed, I met my closest friends and overcame the worst 'hurdle'. Indeed I learnt about human. Their emotion. Their characteristics. Their dreams. I also learnt that I am clueless on what is next after graduation. But I know for sure things happened for a reason.

So came the long 'study break' - the working world. I have to say I think I kinda 'suck' at getting a career (note not just a job but A Career). Been here and there. Met with interesting people, and the oh-not-so-interesting ones. But it was still an experience. I even have the cash to buy my first 'toy' telescope. My first up-close view of the Moon through that telescope was a 'wow' experience for me. I remembered talking about my future with my ex-colleague from my previous workplace at one of the well-known commercial airline company. She sent two of her daughters to Canada for studies. So she asked me if I'm considering to go overseas, and what I want to do. So I told her, if I could afford to go overseas I would. And if I were to go, I would definitely choose something that I won't even dream I could do in Singapore... say like.. taking a Degree in Astrophysics. So we talked about how these things are possible to achieve, but 'useless' if I were to come back to SG. Harsh but it's true. So I told her, since I'm not going anywhere, I would just pursue what I've been wanting since secondary school. Major in Biomedical.

So right after that I signed up with MDIS and took up full time studies in biomedical science (certificate course only). And SIM came along sometime after I've completed. So I decided to pursue my degree there instead after seeing the difference between the modules and stuff. I have no regret. And now Jul 2010, I can officially say I've completed and accomplished a part of what I've been wanting to do. I'm proud with what I've done for my FYP (yes, things happened for a reason, without my IT knowledge gained in poly, I would have difficulty with the programming part, and because I chose to take sabbatical and also difficulty in finding a job while at it.. somehow with the time I have I managed to complete my proj with much satisfaction). So that's partly why I believe there's reason for everything. You may not see it now, but eventually you will realize it. Forgive me if I sound arrogant or something. I'm not. I'm totally thankful. If you could see things through my eyes, you would understand how grateful I am throughout this journey so far.

Now, what's my next step. I like to think that in my life, there's a whole lot chapters still yet to be written. There's still a lot of things I want to learn and understand. Money is definitely important in life, but so is knowledge (and not all knowledge requires money). So if you were to ask me now what my future will be like. I would say I want to get that career, earn money, progress, and then study, gain more knowledge and eventually, hopefully, become a clinical engineer or neuro-engineer (neural engineer) or just something worth "writing" till my last few chapters of my life. But then you can ask me again in 5 years time. Things can change you know.

Now, first thing is to wait for that one call, which may (or may not) change my life. It's stressful and I'm trying my very best. But, I am certain it will work out eventually, like how it has always been, not sure when, but it may. Plus I need the moolah to buy me some stuff. I can't proceed with my "personal project" without moolah. T_T

So what do YOU want to be when you grow up? Remember my friend, we may be "slower" than others. They may be more successful than us. They may have a 'straight route kinda life'. But that doesn't proof we are worst or stupid or junks or *insert pessimistic thoughts*. We seemed to be 'slower' because we are just taking a detour in life, and not all detours are bad you know. Ask a backpacker, they should know. ;-P

"Life is just like an old time rail journey … delays, sidetracks, smoke, dust, cinders, and jolts, interspersed only occasionally by beautiful vistas and thrilling bursts of speed. The trick is to thank the Lord for letting you have the ride." – Gordon B. Hinckley

Milestone Lego-lized

2010-06-11T01:14:00.001+08:00

Some of you might have noticed I've changed my phone to Motorola Milestone. The phone, kinda impressive so far. Been using for a month or so, and I must say Android is quite good. To me, it is "almost" on par with the iOS. Yup, the iPhone 4 will be out in the market soon. Nope, I don't really feel regret for getting Milestone too soon. I mean, even if it's already out, knowing Apple, I would rather wait for the next few generations (yes I consider the new iOS4 as 1st gen of its kind). So why didn't I get iPhone 3G(s)? Coz back then I already know that Apple is releasing new product. Hence I don't find the reason to change to an "older" iPhone 3G/s (plus it is wayyy too common now la, out of 10 of my classmates, 6/7 used them - yes we really counted). So ya, between getting a common good phone and waiting for a new 1st gen product, I've decided to be that Android/Milestone phone user.

Anyway, Milestone comes with an optional multimedia station [Link]. Back then, I was contemplating whether I should get that dock, since for Starhub, it has to be brought together with the phone at additional cost. So after reading up, and understand how that dock works. I chose to build the dock using Lego (like what I did for the iPod dock [Link]). Magnet. That's all is required to activate the multimedia or car mode. Though eventually there is a few apps that successfully able to launch the multimedia mode, though some review says it still "buggy" I kept that into consideration when building the dock. And so I waited till after exams to plan and design it.

Materials I used were mainly the Lego bricks, a cloth, and a magnet. The Lego dock is designed in a way that it can change from multimedia mode, and "slide" to charging mode, whenever I want it to. So this is what I mean.

Multimedia Mode = Magnet is at "on" position. i.e. the polarity facing the back of the phone. (North for Multimedia mode, South pole for the Car mode FYI).

Charging Mode = Magnet is at "down" position, i.e. facing away, and horizontally rest (polarity facing up). Phone able to "slide" few degrees back, so that the usb port (which is at the bottom, when the phone is horizontal position) is accessible. I didn't include the cable to the dock, since I only have one cable, and may need to carry it around.

So it's done. You can view the "steps" on my Flickr too [Link].

Anyway, it would be cool to do something like this too:
[ Youtube Link ]

Let's go Lego-ing

2010-06-08T20:40:00.001+08:00

I know I'm THAT old to play with toys. But y'know, you never too old for some creativity in your life. Right?

Up next. DIY Motorola Milestone Multimedia Dock.

Let's say it together,

2010-06-07T01:25:00.003+08:00

It's OVEEERRRRR. After one year of hard-work, sweats, doubts, sleepless nights, early morning meetings, etc etc, it finally ended. Like what I mentioned before, eventually it all works out.

I remembered the first day of the topic selection. Students would hurriedly login to the student's portal to select their project, since it was first-come-first-serve kinda thing. So if you have been eye-ing for that particular project, you have to act fast. It was weird, back then, as I spotted a number of topics that I'm truly interested in. Since we are given few days to decide before the selection is open, I kept going through all the topics over and over again. For fear that I might choose the wrong one. Eventually, after reading up, I managed to cut down to 3 topics, but the day finally arrived to decide which of these topic will become my one-year "baggage". Since I am quite "ok" if I get any of the 3 topics, I decided to take it easy, and log-on later than everyone else, hoping that perhaps 2 of the topics will be taken, and the remaining one will be mine.

Unfortunately for me (or it may seem lucky), when I logged in, all the 3 topics were still there. Laughing to myself, I still can't decide which one to choose, so I kept refreshing the page, hoping that someone would choose either 2 out of the 3 projects I like. But after a while, the whole list getting shorter, and eventually someone took one of the 3 topics I'm eye-ing for. That's when I decided to "flip the coin". Yes, you read it right. Flipping coin. So that's how I settled with my topic "issue". Do I feel regret? Initially yes, I was worried, but eventually No, I was glad. I was glad that I flipped the coin. I was glad that I took that risk. I am glad that I chose that particular topic. There you go. Now you know. LOL.

This may sound weird, perhaps you might be asking why the hell can't I just decide on one. Why take the risk? What if all three topics are gone by the time I log-in to the portal? Frankly, I did think of that possibilities. I did think of the possibility of getting some left-over topics that I don't like. But why I did that? Why do I take it easy? Am I indecisive?

Taking risk is never always silly. It's about knowing when to take and where to draw the line from going overboard. To me, I don't mind taking the risk in losing the topic Im interested in and getting the one I don't. Because, at the end of the day, it all comes down to my determination to complete whatever project given in order to graduate. Getting a less desired topic won't stop me from graduating. Yes I might whine for not getting what I want. But if I get something I don't like, what am I to do. Quit? Hence, that's the reason why I took it easy during the topic selection process. I am prepared for the "worst". Plus, to me, all the other topics (besides the one I'm interested in) were still unique in their own way. So frankly, those topic are fine too. Somehow, I think because of this "mindset", I am just lucky that my "desired" topic is still not taken despite me taking time and being "indecisive". Though I disagree that I am one, since I just want to challenge luck, and test my determination for one year. So do I always take risks? Nope, if the risk involve with hurting/destroying/losing myself or others, I won't. That's where my line is drawn.

Anyway, yes it is over. The examiner really "grilled" me alive during the poster presentation. Apparently he kinda "disagree" with my objective. But my supervisor is the one who is OK with it (if he wasn't I would have changed my objectives wayyyy earlier). What to do right, but I still think I did good. Plus he still gave me good comments, and can tell that I did put in efforts. Hence despite the grilling, it's still ok la... I think... hopefully...

On the 28th June, I shall know for sure.

This is it

2010-06-04T21:04:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is the day, to present that one year of work. Fill with sweat and tears. Despite the difficulty, I always remind myself that eventually it will all work out. And it always will. And thank God it did. Yosh!

Actually I'm just testing out a new blog posting app. ^^

Yes..Finally

2010-05-28T02:25:00.000+08:00

Ended...??.. After 4 years of 'slogging'.. I've finally completed the very last credits required to graduate. But what's with the "??"... well like they say "it ain't over till the fat lady sings" (metaphorically speaking). Yes Indeed I am relieve that there's no more exam to study, no more assignments to submit, no more classes to attend. But on the other hand, I have that sense of fear that *something* might screw up. Now, don't look at me as if I am a total pessimist. If you're in my shoe, you'll understand, and I'm not the only ones feeling this way, a couple of my friends too apparently. The thing is, after long years of studying, the closer you are to complete it, the more worried you become. Yes I admit every semester I'm always worried that I will screw it up. But this time, the feeling is not the same. It's more than that. It's much much worst. I once told a friend, that I might take one week to "recuperate". Seems long? Not for me, especially when I have a poster presentation to prepare for. Heck, knowing me, I might even take longer that a week to get over all this.

You know despite taking a "career break", my life has not always been fun. It doesn't surprise me if you think that I have all the time in the world to do things I want to do. To take my time to complete my assignments and stuff. Yes you're right I have the time. But trust me, its not all fun and play. For the past months, especially since this school semester started, I hardly go out, 'cept for maybe a swim or running errands or occasional stroll. I rarely talk to anyone, that's why you hardly see me online. I didn't sleep early nor wake up late. Not to mention I rarely take naps too. In fact, I still think I am lacking of sleep. So what did I do? Really?

I always find it hard to really explain what I did. Somehow, my time just passes by. Well, the thing is I've made my choice, my own free will, hence I have Time. So what did I do with it? I use this advantage to spend it all on my project, studies and some other *minor* stuff. Boring huh, as compared to being at work surrounded with people, and chilling with colleagues/friends every friday after work etc etc. Well, when I made that choice of "taking a break"/sabbatical leave/time out, I did it for a reason. To give my all on my studies. Hence that's what I did. No one knows except for my family, how much time I spend everyday on those stuff and on my project esp. It's totally mental. But please don't get me wrong, this is not boasting. I still find those who are juggling with work and studies admirable. This is just a choice I've made, and make use of.

So you see, the thing is, I think I am frustrated. Despite the effort, I am still worried about screwing it up. That is definitely not good. Because, with all that effort and sacrifices (esp. of not having cash and fun), I should have that confidence to think I did good. Hence, to me, it definitely shows I didn't put in enough. Now I can only pray that all will turn out ok, and hopefully on June 28 I will be smiling from ear to ear.

On the side note, my friends, if you're interested to view the project done by me or other (sci&tech) undergrads, feel free to come down for the poster presentation next sat. It's open to public. I'm at panel 51, my topic is about detecting atrial fibrillation, and I'm glad that my program works (though not sure if examiner agrees with my algorithm/approach). Anyway it's ok if you don't want to. I'll post pictures. LOL.

OK now I'm really tired.

The Can with a Star

2010-05-05T14:17:00.005+08:00

The Can with a Star, originally uploaded by Delphiz.

I got a new set of cans, mainly for watching movie/listening to mp3 on Macbook (their internal speaker, I admit, ain't that great).

I admit this headphone is not really the original mix-style headphones. It's a replica. But it doesn't matter, coz I'm not really an "audiophile", and knowing me, a person who keeps replacing earphones every 3-4 months all due to some "mishandled" situation (- no matter how expensive they are-)... So unless I'm getting one of those "cool retro-looking panasonic cans", I don't think I will spend that much. But I must say that it's still quite comfy, the sound quality ain't that bad either. Not to mention, it looks nice.

It's Personal preference really.

Oh, btw, I got this headphone online. I'm quite impressed by their efficiency. The transaction was totally smooth. You should check them out. http://two-and-the-same.blogspot.com/

On a side-note... counting down.... 3000 words to go.. 9 days to submission.. 20 days till exam.. 31 days to presentation, 32 days to FREEDOM!

To these dark steps - Onward

2010-04-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

After 4 long years, this is what I've been waiting to see (note:- course registration period for next semester is open).

As of now, one more lesson, one lab report, one capstone report, one exam day (two papers) and one poster presentation to go.

"A little onward lend thy guiding hand.
To these dark steps, a little further on."

Yosh!

2010-04-03T12:12:00.002+08:00

Yosh!, originally uploaded by Delphiz.

It's already April ne[h], and the enthusiasm that I have 4 months ago has beginning to wane. Not that I am not "excited" about having only 4 more lessons, a lab 'trip', exam, a capstone submission and a presentation left. But I've been thinking a lot of things. I think and I wonder and I starting to fill the spaces around me with my doubts.

Ahhh.. anyway wish me luck. This could be my chance to *finally* excel in something. Yosh! Ganbarimasu!

There's something I have to reveal

2010-03-16T00:28:00.011+08:00

Watch it till the end =)

If can't be played or to view it large go here:
http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1268670217113RA60

So.. Who's Your Hero?????
By: http://en.tackfilm.se/

Feel the Earth move

2010-02-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

The world has been 'shaking' a lot lately. Just recently there's Haiti, then Okinawa, Japan (the First large Earthquake in 100 yrs) and hours later it was followed by Chile (8.8 mag, the worst since 1960 quake). Not to mention the Tsunami threat. Earthquake has been happening every year, particularly along the Pacific Ring of Fire region. But I've noticed it has been getting worst, and much more frequent. This is serious issue.

My thoughts and Prayers to all, especially those who are affected by these disasters.

Sweet Randomness

2010-01-29T00:02:00.005+08:00

ok I rarely say this.. but I can't help but to say that Craig Horner has a "perfect acromion" (as Brennan "Bones" might put it).. His physical appearance is so well-defined. Yes he is indeed an eye-candy.

and yes.. I do watch the "Legend of the Seeker". And yes.. this is a completely random post.

In another "news".. I finally settled on my "signature"/trademark.. well you know sometimes people included some form of watermark, mostly names or signature, on their photos. I finally found the "perfect" one for mine. Tho I might change it slightly.. but I think it's awesome.

Close Up:

so what do you think? Does it shout "Me"???

Dua Puluh Tujuh

2010-01-07T01:42:00.001+08:00

It scares me, sometimes, on how fast I've grown. The older I get, the faster it seems. That's really scary (the time not the age). On the other hand, somehow I'm curious about what my future holds, and it's only due to this curiosity and the enthusiasm of wanting to know what I would become, is when I wish Time would go fast and of course as smooth as possible. Part of me is hopeful that everything will be ok eventually.

"Nobody grows old merely by living a number of years. We grow old by deserting our ideals. Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul."
~ Samuel Ullman

27 (or dua puluh tujuh in malay), that's like living here on Earth for almost 3 decades. That's a really long time. But then, everybody grows old. It's mandatory. What concerns me more is how I live my life. I may not be as successful as other people who are at my age. But I am trying. I'm still as lively and enthusiastic about whats to come. I'm thankful and contented with what's been done and with what I have. It's going to be another "amazing" journey and I'm going to make sure that this time, it will be a much better ride than the past years.

The 27 Things before I turn 28 (in random order):
[01] Get that job
[02] Graduate with good honors
[03] Improve my photography skills
[04] Learn more about chocolatier
[05] A Trip down-under
[06] Socialize more
[07] Participate in a marathon
[08] Make macarons (Particularly Lavender, Orange, Rose flavors)
[09] Keep fit
[10] Eat less meat, more fruits
[11] Dream diary
[12] Redecorate my room
[13] Learn to bake Lava Cake and some other desserts
[14] Improve communication/language skills
[15] Save up
[16] Procrastinate less
[17] Participate in one of those stargazing trip/events
[18] Be more confident
[19] Learn to play at least one full song on a guitar
[20] Try Time-Lapse photography
[21] Love
[22] Watch ER from the first season
[23] Play sports again
[24] Get out for a walk/fresh air more often
[25] Be a better daughter/sister/friend
[26] A Personal Coffee-Table Book
[27] Show/Tell my parents how much I love them. Everyday.

So that's it. It's now 7 January 2010. I am 27 years old. It's my life anniversary. It is my birthday. Cheers!

The Tiramisu

2010-01-04T22:08:00.004+08:00

Random: The word Tirami Su literally means pick me up.

Inspired by Eve, I've decided to try making Tiramisu, but with a slight modification. The ingredients I used are much less the same: ladyfingers, thickened cream, mascarpone cheese, sugar, espresso, vanilla and with addition of chocolate ganache whisked together with the filling.

And walla a non-alcoholic, egg-less chocolate Tiramisu.

My first ever attempt, and it turns out pretty much ok, but it can be further improved. A lil too much on the sweetness, but still ain't that bad nevertheless.

2010 another beginning

2010-01-01T20:03:00.003+08:00

"I do think New Year's resolutions can't technically be expected to begin on New Year's Day, don't you? Since, because it's an extension of New Year's Eve, smokers are already on a smoking roll and cannot be expected to stop abruptly on the stroke of midnight with so much nicotine in the system. Also dieting on New Year's Day isn't a good idea as you can't eat rationally but really need to be free to consume whatever is necessary, moment by moment, in order to ease your hangover. I think it would be much more sensible if resolutions began generally on January the second."

~ Helen Fielding, Bridget Jones's Diary

It's Hogmanay

2009-12-31T23:03:00.002+08:00

It's the time of the year again, with us making new resolution, and the tune 'Auld Lang Syne' lingering in the air. And just like any other year, I pray for better days, to be a much more humble & wiser person, socialize more, and hopefully find a career that I like (if possible). 2009 has been passing-by like a bullet-train to me. But despite living like a poor, struggling student with no major achievements, I'm glad to say that I've survive this year without any major setbacks. Not that my life has been "perfectly" smooth-sailing, I do have bumps and FML moments here and there but these are the things that can be solve or overcome eventually. 2010... There's few things that I look forward to, well hopefully my prayers will be answered. It's been quite a ride for the past couple of years, and I think it's time for a new change. Once again, hopefully this year will be THE year.

SO.. Thank you 2009 for all the lessons, the pain, the happiness. You've taught me everything I know. So goodbye and wish me well for 2010. Cheers.

>>-----------------------<<

FYI: Hogmanay is the Scots word for the last day of the year, and is celebrated in Scotland. The traditional (unsure if they still do this now) includes "first footing," the welcoming of a tall, dark stranger at the stroke of midnight. This involves being the first person to cross the threshold of a friend or neighbour and the giving of symbolic gifts such as salt, coal, shortbread, whisky, and black bun intended to bring different kinds of luck to the householder. It is also a custom to sing 'Auld Lang Syne' - originally a Scottish poem, as the clock strikes midnight. This particular custom, as you know, has widely spread throughout to world.

Comfy Indoors to Windy Outdoors

2009-12-01T18:59:00.005+08:00

.. exams are over,the semester break is here. Time to have fun, relax, and complete 80% of my Final year project by End December/Early Jan. Ahhh.. That Bittersweet taste of Life. Gotta "love it".

Photos above:-
Left: Enjoying Ice Chocolate with marshmallow @ The Book Cafe.
Right: Kite Flying @ Pasir Ris Park

Tuesday morning 1:33

2009-10-27T01:33:00.010+08:00

*Wide awake.*

I know it's been ages since I last update. Life for the past few months has been quite hectic for me, almost every week there's either deadlines, or tests, or fyp meeting or something else. This coming weeks will be no surprise. Just had my presentation last week, and this week (or rather later - Tuesday, since it's already past midnight) will be my last test for the semester, followed by FYP interim report submission next week, and first exam paper the week after, and finally the last paper the week after that. But then again, that's life for students, and I definitely not the only one suffering. C'mon it can be much much worst... right.

On the lighter note, I've been asking around for this particular figurine. And no, it's not a toy, mind you. It is extremely cute. I know it will end up at one corner collecting dust, but she's still *kawaii*. Her name - 'Yotsuba'. I am specifically looking for the summer vacation set. So if anyone saw this anywhere, do let me know. I will ~~most~~ probably get it. BUT. If you feeling extremely nice, you could, you know, surprise me on 25 Dec (ok I don't celebrate Christmas) or on a much much better day, like somewhere early Jan. *Winks*

Haha. OK I am really kidding. Really. But do keep a lookout for me ya. (Oh don't tell me find online, I know what Google is).

And it's Tuesday morning 2:24am now.
The weather has been extremely warm!

iPod Lego Dock DIY

2009-07-25T16:08:00.004+08:00

I have this iPod nano (1st gen) dock, that was given to me, as a birthday present by my ex-company, many years back. All this while, it has been plug-in to my HiFi system, so that I could play my mp3 with the HiFi speaker. Now, I haven't been using it for ages, cause my iPod Nano is no longer with me. Since it's not compatible with iPod touch, so instead of throwing it away, I've decided to make a tiny 'modification' and turn it into a 'Universal iPod Dock'. It's quite simple actually, because once the casing removed, any iPod can be connected to it, but of course it's quite unsightly to have it without casing. So that's where Lego comes in. Unfortunately, I'm unable to find my 'preferred' Lego set and color. So I just grab the Pirate set (which has the pieces I need) and start building. It doesn't really turn out the way I want it to be due to lack of Lego pieces (wanted to have a remote holder, slightly larger base and in Black color) but well, it's still does its job and it's waayyy cheaper than getting the iPod dock. So no complain. =) But then, there's still something amiss, and I can't quite put my finger on it.

Click image to view on Large.

Original iPod Universal Dock (with remote) = $78
DIY iPod Dock = $16.90
I Save = $61.10

Satisfaction = Priceless.

PS: I got this black acrylic spray paint, wonder if I should spray 'em black. What say you?

My huckleberry friend, Moon River and Me

2009-07-14T02:20:00.003+08:00

I think I'm suffering from an onset insomnia. Okie not really, maybe it's just a habit of mine (sleeping late). And of course I still wake up early every single day, and I don't nap. So now, in my hand, I got like 2-3 extra hours, which unfortunately, I can't do anything with it. Hence, for that extra hours, while laying on my bed, I mentally list the things I have done, or need to do. I 'visualize' how my days ahead will be like. Nothing depressing really. It's becoming a norm for me to do that. So what happen in one of those nights is totally random. Some oldies tune started playing in my head. One of it is 'Moon River'. It's been a while since I last heard this song. I like it for it's simplicity but yet soothing tune. I've included an embedded player in this entry. A cover by Joey McIntyre.

PS: I know, for some, this song can help you to fall asleep. But it ain't working for me. I've listen to it for xx numbers of times, and I'm still here, writing this entry, wide awake.

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

Change, Change, Change

2009-06-15T13:26:00.003+08:00

As you can see (if you don't, it's time to clear your cache), I've made some changes to my blog. Nothing major though, coz I still love this clean-look, 'paper theme' thingy. Anyway, I'm scrapping my photo-blog (Delphiz-foto52.blogspot.com/). Not because I don't update that much (which is true), but the traffic there is ~~quite~~ very low. And I don't see the point as all the photos are from the same source. So whoever wants to see my uploaded photos or any photo related project (if any lol) just go to my Flickr account. Maybe one day, IF I ever become better in this field, then I shall create a more organized photo gallery for it. So for now, I've included my flickr photostream, displaying my most recent uploads. Click on the photo, a pop-up simple view window should appear (if it doesn't - i.e. it goes directly to flickr site - do let me know).

Well, that's it. The rest are just minor 'cosmetic' changes. Any problem, feedback, honest critique, confession, threats, job offers, or any other matters, would be much appreciated.

Hiatus

2009-06-11T12:04:00.000+08:00

It seems I have not been updating for slightly more than 2 months. But life hasn't really change that much.

Anyhow, during my recent trip to the library, I've stumbled (and eventually borrowed) a book called 'Beyond Coincidence'. Though I have yet to complete the book (as I've spend more time reading the marvel comics, borrowed as well), the book is quite interesting. It is, as per title, all about coincidences. It explores the roots of coincidences based from religion to subatomic particles to the law of probability. It may sound very 'theoretical' or theory based, but it's not. What makes this book interesting is that it comes with amazing stories. Like, how two sisters in Alabama decide to visit each other, only to meet a tragic end when both jeeps (come from opposite direction) collides. [ http://www.snopes.com/horrors/traffic/siblings.asp ], or how a simple 'wrong number' could lead to a reunion of two friends who have not met/spoken for 15 years.

Coincidence, whether you are aware of it or not, can happen at anytime, or rather everyday, unexpectedly. What is it really?? Maybe it's just numbers, all about probability - eg. what are the chances of you meeting someone who has the same name, born on the same day and has a partner/spouse who has the same last name as your partner. Sound absurd, but still possible, perhaps 1 in a 250,000??? Or some say it could be supernatural related - like telepathy. Eg. have you ever had that prophetic dream that came true or have you ever been in a situation when you're thinking of someone and seconds later he/she called you. Or perhaps maybe it's just luck. Like how a person won a lottery by betting on his birth dates as the lottery number or sth. Luck? or just coincidence that the number drawn happen to be the same as his birth dates???

It is believed that everything in this universe, every element, every beings, every thing, are interconnected to one another like this huge web. Whatever we do, whatever things happening around us, affect each of us, one way or another. It may not be immediate but it will eventually happen. Just that, we are unaware of most of the things that happen, thinking that they just happen, it's life. And when the awareness creeps in, which may or may not happen, that's where we started to exclaim: "It's a small world" or "What a coincidence!", etc. Heck, maybe me writing this post will affect you one way or another and eventually lead to a series of event, which in turn affect another person, and eventually back to me who in turn thought of it as one hell of a coincidence. Who knows.

Already Confuse?

Well, I'm a lil lazy to carry on further now. Free for discussion though. Or maybe I'll continue in the future post.

Vote Earth!

2009-03-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

On March 28th, you have a chance to participate in the world's Global Election and have a choice to vote for Earth or Global Warming. This day marks the Earth Hour. Started in 2007 in Sydney, Australia, about 2.2 million households and businesses participated in this event. This year, you too can once again join millions of people around the world by giving an hour of your time by switching off your lights from 8:30pm - 9:30pm. It may sound a little corny, or some might be skeptical about how this might help global warming, but have you heard of the saying - no matter how small it is, one can make a difference. Besides it's only an hour, you can go out for a candlelight dinner, walk in the park, have an early rest, stargazing, do some yoga or meditation... it will be fun... really..

I, myself, am guilty of being 'electricity waster'. There's one time, months back (last year), where my blk went through a black-out for a few hours. No internet, my ipod was almost 'dead', no tv. It was 'hilarious'. For a person who enjoys camping, I surprised myself that I just don't know what to do. I kept counting the hours for the lights to be up. But eventually, I went to sleep (thankfully it happened quite late at night). Last year, I don't remember what I was doing on this day. So tomorrow I will have another busy Saturday. Will be in school for the whole day (9am - 4pm), and if I'm not lazy after that, I would be outside, looking at a supposedly dark city. Else, I would be at home, doing my part. Yay me.

Remember, Your light switch is your vote. So who do you vote for?

International Women's Day

2009-03-07T00:53:00.005+08:00

Every year, on the 8th of March, this day marks the International Women's Day. As Wiki describes: "It is a major day of global celebration for the economic, political and social achievements of women." In the past, this 'event' was usually focused on Women's right. The right to vote. The right to make her stand. The right to be heard. The right to be educated. Et cetera, et cetera. Now, even though there's still some sort of stigma, especially with regards to acceptance of a feminine figure in the corporate/political standings, or some sporting events to name a few, these are no longer the major issues that they trying to openly protest, in most countries, that is. Now you can see a woman politician. A sportswomen. A lady engineer. A 'Yes-Mdm' in uniform.

So seriously, we are quite lucky to be living in a generation where women have, at least, been given with some sort of equality. This is possible because of the courageous women whose voices have been heard. The teachers - our mothers, who have taught us what we need to know. The doers or role-models who have done and proved that it is possible.

"We've got a generation now who were born with semiequality.
They don't know how it was before, so they think, this isn't too bad.
We're working. We have our attache' cases and our three piece suits.
I get very disgusted with the younger generation of women.
We had a torch to pass, and they are just sitting there.
They don't realize it can be taken away.
Things are going to have to get worse before they join in fighting the battle."
- Erma Bombeck

So do we stop now since we've been heard? No. Like I mentioned, this only happen in most country. Not all. There are still voices, especially those in 3rd world country, that's left unheard. There are still issues, like domestic violence for example, that people should be aware of. So as part of my contribution to Bloggers Unite IWD blog post thingy. I'm using my blog as a platform to serve as a voice to the 'unheard echoes' and share some form of awareness to all. Let us take a stand for Women's equality everywhere. Let us continue to strive and be the doers in our generation. Nothing is impossible if we stand firmly on what we believe.

"A single voice can be joined with thousands to help make a difference." - Bloggers Unite.

Note to Facebook-ers

2009-02-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

From the donkey-years ago news about their beacon, to the recent Facebook TOS controversy... now apparently there's a mischievous external application that randomly appear on your notification, with messages like

"[Name] has faced some errors when checking your profile View The Errors Message" or
"[Name] has just reported you to Facebook for violating our Terms of Service. - This is your official warning! - [Click here to find out why you were reported!]."

Do not click on them. I repeat: DO NOT CLICK or ADD the application!!! They are bad. Really bad for you.

Well it's really annoying. I like Facebook, way more than Friendster. I like to be in control of my profile like who can view what info (and be discreet about it + not offending anyone). I got a group of contacts, example friends, colleagues and gamers. So being able to control my profile/privacy is good as I don't want the gamers to know much about my personal life, especially browsing through my ugly photos. Nor do I want my colleagues to know that I am 'poking' people or fighting dragons during office hours. Ya'know something like that. Anyway the thing is, like any other website, esp social networking sites, there are bound to be some flaws. Like Friendster is filled with spams (esp posting videos/images links that lead to malicious website that may have a cookie grabber.. notti notti). So now, its kinda affecting Facebook as well. And I doubt it will stop anytime soon.

So heads up people. Here's a warning to all. Don't anyhow click on links from your notification. Don't anyhow add application (go to their app page first and read on ppl reviews before you add). Any doubts just post it. =)

Read more:
http://www.sophos.com/blogs/gc/g/2009/02/23/sting-tail-error-check-system-facebook-scare/
http://www.facebook.com/wall.php?id=52631326657#/group.php?gid=52631326657

Random

2009-02-11T16:57:00.009+08:00

"See, I have this theory. Whether it's fate or choice, people break down into only two categories. You're either a robot, or an alien. My debate teacher would call that reductive. I call it a neat expression of a larger truth. Robots operate out of programs — conventional logic. They follow the rules. Robots scan the world from side to side. Aliens are more... abstract thinkers. If they need to break a rule to keep their own paths, they do. Without fear. Aliens look down and up... when they choose to. I'm not condemning one or the other, but, I'd rather be alone than be surrounded by robots. And robots could never even see someone like me."

- West Rosen (Heroes - Flying Blind)

Ditto~

Things are not always black or white

2009-01-25T12:01:00.002+08:00

When I was in elementary school, I got into a major argument with a boy in my class. I have forgotten what the argument was about, but I have never forgotten the lesson I learned that day.

I was convinced that "I" was right and "he" was wrong - and he was just as convinced that "I" was wrong and "he" was right. The teacher decided to teach us a very important lesson. She brought us up to the front of the class and placed him on one side of her desk and me on the other. In the middle of her desk was a large, round object. I could clearly see that it was black.

She asked the boy what color the object was. "White," he answered.

I couldn't believe he said the object was white, when it was obviously black! Another argument started between my classmate and me, this time about the color of the object.

The teacher told me to go stand where the boy was standing and told him to come stand where I had been. We changed places, and now she asked me what the color of the object was.

I had to answer, "White."

It was an object with two differently colored sides, and from his viewpoint it was white. Only from my side was it black.

My teacher taught me a very important lesson that day: You must put yourself in the other person's place and look at the situation through his eyes in order to understand his perspective truly.
- by Judie Paxton (Chicken Soup for Kid's soul)

In life, most of the time, everyone see things differently, be it from staring out of the window, looking up to the sky or even as simple as seeing a half-filled glass. But it does not necessary mean that they are wrong and we are right - vice versa. Put it simply, things aren't always black or white.

It is a natural human traits: that during argument we tend to prove we are right, or during times of sorrow, we can only sympathize. Only occasionally that we meet someone who can show empathy. Genuine empathy.

And I'm pretty sure majority will agree with me.

Along the coast

2009-01-16T14:02:00.000+08:00

Went to Changi Beach recently to cycle along the PCN route (towards ECP but only cycled mid-way to the track along the Airport Runaway and back). The weather has been quite windy recently. Superb. And the tide, it was most probably around 2.5m? Which is wonderful (I prefer High than Low tide)

During this time, I can truly see Changi Beach was not a bad place after all. Of course because it's a weekday and the area was not crowded by families with their tents and stuff. Being an Easterner, Changi Beach is one of the closest beach I can go to. However, usually when it comes to Changi Beach, I will always think of it as Weekend = Crowded = Tents (lots of them) = A place I want to avoid. Well not including the times when I follow my Dad to one of his fishing trips (yea like Me + Dad + Fishing/Camping = Bond), or cycle along the PCN route or to Ubin/Changi Boardwalk). It is like a totally different place on weekdays. A quiet scenic place, with only a handful of cyclists and kite-surfers. It's pretty great that I get to enjoy my ride, the weather, the view and the food all in one place.

Light as a ...

2009-01-11T01:07:00.002+08:00

It's been quite windy recently, and somehow, this piece of paper flew into my room. Guess it was drawn by a kid. It looks some sort like a 'bird-man', or a bird with clothes and shoes, pretending to be a man. Well, not only that, few days before that, a bird's feather managed to find its way to my room too. Bah.

Hmm. This is one of the disadvantages of living at the 4th floor with a big tree in front of you. So many things can just 'drop-by'. Ok I don't mean those 'woo-woo' thingy.

Gee. Guess I am easily amused.

The Seventh

2009-01-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

Taken from 1 of my fave anime: Azumanga Daioh

So yea, its that time again. My life anniversary.

So what do I wish for on this 'special' day.
I do not wish for something I want,
Because they are things that I don't really need.
I do not wish for something I need,
Because they are the things I truly need,
And I fear to wish for them coz to me wishes don't normally come true.

"So what do you really hope for,
There's surely some THING that you yearn" - you ask
And I say:
"As much desires I have in this life,
As many things that I want to do or need to be done,
Now, I just don't really know,
what exactly are the wants and the needs anymore."

Happy Birthday to me.

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count.
It's the life in your years." - Abraham Lincoln

DIM

2009-01-04T19:56:00.002+08:00

Did - It - Myself, that is. *Huge Grin*. Created my own Lightbox using card-board and lots of tapes, since I can't find a right box. You can check out a shot taken in it at my Photo Blog or my flickr.

Now I have another problem. Space.

Double-O-Nine

2009-01-01T14:27:00.006+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone. Hope your 2008 has been a memorable one. Good or bad, one thing for sure, Thankful that you are still living for another day. I woke up this morning feeling.... like how I felt yesterday, and the day before yesterday, or like last year for God sake. I mean I'm still me. Just perhaps I am a day older today. My 2008 was like 2007 as it was like 2006. So no resolution for me, as usual. I only believe living my life everyday to it's fullest and creating goals as I move along (not on the first day of the new year). But whatever resolution or goals you have in mind, be sure that you make a SMART one. S - Specific, M - Measurable, A - Achievable, R - Realistic and T - Time-bound. Ahh something like that.

Anyway, my photoblog aka Project 52 site is up. There's only one post for now, but more (hopefully) will be added as weeks go by. Since I have not officially shot any photo for this week, please check again around next week. Project 52 is part of my personal (mini) photography goal - to capture and blog about a shot (or 2) once a week. It's similar to Project 365 (A photo a day), I was totally inspired by the works of strangers doing this (google it), but I am very sure I won't be able to commit taking picture everyday, so I settle with once a week for this year. So go ahead, visit the site, the link is at the top header ('Project 52'), or you can just click here http://delphiz-foto52.blogspot.com Oh and my current blog will still be 'running' k.

Though, as of now, there isn't much things to look forward to this year, there are couple of other things in mind that I really want to do. Hopefully I manage to get it done. Till then, have a great year. Cheers.

"People are so worried about what they eat between Christmas and the New Year, but they really should be worried about what they eat between the New Year and Christmas."

Happy Holiday

2008-12-24T13:50:00.004+08:00

First of all, my mini-personal project is almost done and will be up soon. It is a Photo-Blog, something similar to Project 365 (google it). More details will be release soon. It's nothing interesting though, but it's quite an enjoyable thing to do. Here's a screen-shot of it:

So it's the time of the year again. To all who celebrate Christmastide or Hanukkah, have a joyous and wonderful one. To everyone else, Happy Holiday.

A little introspective

2008-12-19T13:15:00.005+08:00

This blog has been running for 6 years now (since late 2002), and sometimes it gets to the point when I just can't think about any (non-personal) stuff to write about here. Is blogging really dying, now that Lifestreaming & perhaps Twitter (micro-blogging) seems to be the 'in' thing? I am indeed more active in twittering. Well, anyway, 6 years... That's quite a while. No harm trying to keep this running for another year or so right?

How time really flies. In less than 2 weeks, Father Time will hand over the duties of time to Baby New Year, and the cycle begins again (This is one of the common personification of Time). 2008 has been quite alright for me. There's nothing great but then it ain't that bad either. I mean, I may not have accomplish anything, but at least I did not encounter any major down fall either. For examples: Due to contract issues, I left my job, but my parent is supportive still, like always despite the decision I've made. How guilty or useless I felt, their assurance always make me feel that it's ok. Never rush me to do things that I may not like. I spend more time with my mum now. And it felt warm and great, after all the time spending 'cold' days at work, in school and library (on occasional weekends). And then, there's my grade. My GPA may be stagnant. Quite disappointed that I didn't manage to pull it up, but at least it doesn't plunge and I still have the chance to make it better if I work harder. Well, the thing is, whatever happens there's ought to be a reason why it happen. All depends on how you deal with it. It's not easy because I, myself, still struggling with some issues right now.

Seriously, I have no intention of writing an entry on 'self-reflection', but introspection is not a bad thing (though I find it emo and corny at times). Sometimes by observing your own life, you may find the reason on why some things happened is there all along.

Updates

2008-11-26T18:48:00.007+08:00

It's been weeks since the starting of my school break, and seriously, if you were to ask me what I've been up to, I would just looked at you blankly because "gee, I really not that sure what I've been doing... But I'm pretty sure that I have done some things in every single day." Anyway, I have indeed try to do something useful in my life. I have at least 2 personal projects in mind. 1 mini-project to be completed by end of this year. Another slightly bigger project, aim to complete, at least 'alpha-phase', by mid next year. Ever since I made the decision to take a break from the working world (though my definition of sabbatical is going to the Himalayan mountains and meditate), the positive side of that decision is that I am able to spend more time to do the things I want to do, while I still can. Of course, the negative side is that I'm broke and jobless and.. and.. and.. well.. that is another story. But hey, at least I still got school to look forward to. Right.?

Anyway, here's something I wish to share. I have my DSLR for as long as I could remember. And I admit that I didn't really fully 'utilize' it. So here's my first attempt in HDR (High-Dynamic range) shot. It is actually a combination of 3 (or more) shots in different exposure (example -3, 0 and +3 ev). I am still in the learning phase. So it is not as pro as other HDR shots, like those in flickr especially, but it was fun experimenting it. Of all the shots I took, I only like these 2. Though it doesn't look like HDR-ish.

Go to my flickr to view in larger version. [Or Click on 'Photo' at the top left corner]

So let me know what you think. In the meantime, I just keep ~~swimming~~ Moving Forward!!!1111!!!

Oh PS: Please try to avoid asking me (online/offline) if I have found a job. I appreciate your concerns. I really do. But sometimes life isn't as easy as it seems. And I'm sure you guys know about that too. And finding THAT path, my friend, does not happen overnight.

"No one can save us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path."

iGod - The A.I

2008-11-17T23:37:00.005+08:00

My exams are finally over. And my life, well, has been like that ever since it's been like THAT. Ya. So....

Anyway, I was surfing the web the other day and I stumbled upon Almighty himself. Ok forgive me. Not really. Someone created a Bot and called it the iGod [http://www.titane.ca/igod/main.html]. You see, iGod is this 'A.I' thingy whom you can chat with. Yea. Something similar to A.L.I.C.E [http://alice.pandorabots.com/] or the MSN's bot (like smarterchild@hotmail[dot]com). BUT here's the thing. Their replies aren't EXACTLY the replies you're expected. Of course, they are after all Bots. But so far, it's a good fun. I mean, it's not my life is that pathetic that I've resort to talking to bots. But trying to find something that might crack them up is kinda cheap entertainment. Really.. Take a Look at this.

Seriously, I don't know what kind of intelligence that is. But surely it is artificial. Real intelligence don't sound that way. Well most of the time that is.

Anyway after a few chats... I come to realize that maybe iGOD could be A.L.I.C.E. but Alice denies it. But Whatever. All bots are the same anyway.

Artificial.

Learn, Live and Hope

2008-10-27T19:20:00.004+08:00

2 more weeks. Yea, that's right 2 more weeks till exam. How time flies really. I'm in 3rd year, and after this semester, I only have left with 60 credit unit (around 20 cu for each semester). It's been getting tougher for me. Le Sigh. And not to mention its coming to the end of the year pretty soon. God, am I getting old. And I really wonder where my life is really heading other than having that one specific goal - to do well in my studies. It's really funny how things don't work out the way you planned years ago. Things change, people change, and the desire to work towards that goal sometimes just fades away. Some people envy me because of some of the risk I took. Some are skeptical about it. Me? I think it's the decision made in order for me to pause and consider walking other path rather than walking on that same road and wondering what that other path leads to.

"If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten."

So no point taking about it anyway, coz whatever it is, I still try to live my own life - the way I want it to be. You know, like taking up that archery course, something I've been wanting to try out a long time. =)

Ok better go back to my revision now.

"Goals are a means to an end, not the ultimate purpose of our lives.
They are simply a tool to concentrate our focus and move us in a direction. The only reason we really pursue goals is to cause ourselves to expand and grow. Achieving goals by themselves will never make us happy in the long term; it's who you become, as you overcome the obstacles necessary to achieve your goals, that can give you the deepest and most long-lasting sense of fulfillment." - Anthony Robbins

Mac-whoring

2008-10-15T08:38:00.003+08:00

So it's finally out. Apple has revealed the new macbooks. Looks more awesome than ever. Previously I've been eyeing on getting the Macbook Pro, but now.... Macbook is just as awesome as Pro.

Apple's Website
http://www.macworld.com/

And no... I won't buy it. Still loving my current Mac =) And next year or so, surely they will come out with a better specs/version of it. =P

This is so sexcited. I heart !!!

On a side note. I haven't been updating that much, and might not be so in this coming few weeks. Nothing much to talk about anyway. Kinda mundane life. Now with work out of the way (another story), I have all the time in the world to do whatever I want to do.

2 more assignments to go. Less than a month till my first exam paper. 60 more credit units till I grad.

Well, I kinda agree...

2008-10-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

BUT... isn't that the same of what everyone think of themselves?

You decide.

From: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Manga Me

2008-09-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

You can spot them everywhere. Facebook, Flickr, Twitter, et cetera. It's the FaceYourManga fever. It's been going on for quite a while, I know I'm being a little W.O.L.S. about it. Oh well. But hey, if you want to create a Manga version of yourself, head on down to www.faceyourmanga.com and have fun with it.

Here's mine. Look how excited I am.

Bangkok - Review

2008-09-07T10:42:00.005+08:00

Finally I have some time to sit down & breathe. I shall continue where I stopped from the previous post. Though I have the intention to say, in much detail on where I have been, what I did, what I eat, when I was in Bangkok, unfortunately, I can only afford to summarize my BKK experience in this short post.

Places I've been:
The usual shopping haven: MBK, SIAM Paragon, Siam Discovery Center, Platinum Fashion Mall, etc.

The 'bargain' zone: Chatuchak & the Pratunam Market.

And other places where there's BTS station nearby (since I am travelling alone most of the time, skytrain is my preferred mode of transportation hee~), so they are places like Chatuchak park, Baiyoke sky tower, the pier.

First Time:
There's a few 'first time' in this trip. Firstly, even though I have traveling companion with me, most of the time, in 2 days, I will be alone while she's away at work. So yea, that's the first time that I am venturing a foreign country alone.

Tuk-Tuks, also known as 'Auto-Rickshaw', is one of the most popular transportation in Thailand. So in a few occasion, when I felt my feet are killing me, I took the Tuk-Tuk to get me from the BTS station to my destination. It may be a short distance, but it gives my feet some time to catch its breath.

Massage. Yup, my first to get a massage from a stranger. Had those kind of foot reflex + back, neck & head massage. It felt good, well awkward at first, but my foot aches totally disappear after that. My shoulder, unfortunately, got worst. LOL.

'Cultural' shock. When I went to some parts of Malaysia or Indonesia, I don't really have that much of cultural shock. But Thais really impressed me. Like at the BTS station, patrons really wait for others to alight the train before they board (one time when it's too crowded, they actually queued to board the train!), and the driver sometimes step out to ensure all are in (i assume) before he sets off. I am impressed. Back home, in Singapore, we are well-known to be the first in everything. THAT includes who gets the seat in the train.

Food
Food is everywhere!!! And halal food can be found in quite a number of places, I will list a few here.

1) Food court at SIAM paragon
2) Food court at MBK
3) Turkish/Mediterranean food at Ploen-chit Mall (or sth like that).
4) Arab food along Nana street (BTS - Nana station)
5) Halal Sushi at Nana BTS Station
6) Found 2 stalls at Chatuchak Market (Though got to find it, easily to miss them)

OH. Starbucks rule the streets of Bangkok. They are EVERYWHERE.

Ok finally:

The good
It is an amazing city. The strangers (including a Tuk-tuk driver) I met are quite helpful esp. when I am asking for direction.

Bargains. You can get most items at a reasonable price. Totally great, till you're not even aware the hole is getting bigger in your pocket. It's amazing for a non-shopper like me to spend hundreds in few days, while here in Singapore I am contemplating to even buy that $5 plate of chicken rice.

Sky train. Thanks to them I get to go to many many places in a day. Hee~ It cost, at most, 30 BHT per trip, or you can get a day pass at 120 BHT.

The 'not-so-good'
Singapore is warm. Bangkok is HOT. I mean in terms of the temperature i mean. The heat is unbearable at times.

Because I am not really a 'shopping' person. There's nothing much for me to do other than shop and eat. Plus I don't really like going to museum and temples (other than archaeological ones).

Pollution. Full stop.

The misses
I didn't get to go to the Floating Market. I just stood at the pier and watched the boats go by. Sobz.

I don't really mind going there again. Bangkok is such a huge city. A few days there is not enough to learn more about their culture and stuff. Unless of course if your objective is just to shop, then yah a weekend getaway is enough =)

PS: Photos are up. You can view them in my multiply or some of the PP ones at Flickr.

[ Multiply Album ]

[ Flickr Bangkok Set ]

PS: It is quite unfortunate to hear news about Thailand current political issue. It is quite a great city, hopefully all will turn out ok soon.

Bangkok - Part 1

2008-08-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

We reached Bangkok on Wednesday night, but my adventure started on Thursday (Day 1). Bangkok, at first impression, seems to be like any other urban-city area. Though it may not seemed to be as developed as Singapore, it reminds me of cities like Jakarta. Big City but yet there's a tinge of suburb smell lingering in the air. No, that's not really mean a bad thing. Suburbs have, typically, a higher traffic congestion (well correct me if I'm wrong), but that's the fact I know. But one thing for sure, I am amazed by how patient the drivers are, even when the Tuk-Tuks cut their lanes, they never show any sign of aggression (you know like put on a high-beam, for example).

Anyway, so since this is my first time in Bangkok, and was alone (Eve got conference on Thurs & Fri), I decided to familiarize myself with the place. 90% of my mode of transportation is the Skytrain, also known as BTS. It really cuts the traveling time, no traffic jam, no pollution, so in short it is fast, cheap and definitely safer. Plus there's a BTS station near to the hotel we stayed (Majestic Grande). The BTS links to most of the major place of attraction like the shopping district (MBK, Siam Paragon, etc etc) as well as the Chatuchak weekend market. So on my first day there, I decided to check out their shopping district. The security there are quite tight, but if you are one lost tourist and you are wary about strangers, there's always the policemen to help you out (the ones I talked to can speak English and were quite friendly). So you don't have to worry, they are practically EVERYWHERE. But of course that doesn't mean you can put your guards down, coz pickpockets cases still happen. SO back to my first day, their shopping district is like Orchard Road in Singapore. Filled with tourists. The prices varies though. Not everything are good deals. Electronic goods, branded items (like sport shoes), for examples, are comparable with local (Singapore) prices. Oh and Starbucks. They seemed to be dominating every Bangkok street. You can practically find them at every corner. So are they cheap? I would say No, as compared to other coffee houses. A grande caramel frap with choc chips and whipped cream cost me 165 baht, which is almost SGD 7. But there are some stuff that are definitely worth buying.

So basically my first day was walking around their 'orchard road' aimlessly. But that walking around took me hours (from one shopping mall to another, and another).

PS: I have still yet to upload the photos. Will try to do so by the end of my Bangkok trip review (most prob end of the week).

That's all for part I.

I'm back.

2008-08-24T13:44:00.003+08:00

I'm back. Now it's time to head the books. Will update & upload the pics from the BKK trip most probably in the later part of the week (or when I'm free).

Break Time

2008-08-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

It has been a v. tiring month for me. Mentally exhausted to be exact. Will be off to Bangkok tomorrow so hopefully this break will help to clear up my mind, even if its for a while.

So till then peeps.

PS: Congrats to Team Singapore, Feng Tianwei, Lee Jiawei and Wang Ye Gue for winning Silver in Table tennis and not forgetting Tao Li for being the first Singaporean to reach Swimming Finals and be at the top 5.

"Gesundheit"

2008-08-06T21:37:00.003+08:00

I'm down wiz ze Flu.

'Nuff zaid. *Sniff*Sniff*

Love is... Aishiteru

2008-08-01T21:06:00.005+08:00

I love listening to music. Ok seriously who doesn't. What most people perhaps didn't know is that I listen to all kind of noises. Doesn't matter the genre, or the language. (Ok not every genre and languages as I don't fancy techno, or hindu songs, etc). Well the thing is as long as they are nice and keeps me humming the tune for hours (or even days). I heart them. And yes, that includes corny boyband songs as well.

My playlist contains mostly English songs, followed by a fair mixture of Malay, Indo, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Italian, Spanish and not forgetting the 2 French songs (La Mer & La Vien En Rose - for those who have watched Jeux D'Enfants would have find this song familiar).

It's amusing really. Music, like sports, is really universal. You need not need to know what they are saying, coz you know the music is top notch if you can FEEL what the singer is singing. Especially those classical/opera kind of music, wah really effective I tell you (listen to Sarah Brightman & Jose Cura song in the list below and you will know what I mean.. I hope). And If you like Mash-up songs (2 or more songs mixed together), you should check out Norwegian recycling (google him). He's awesome.

Well.. the reason I wrote this is coz I am currently suffering from 'Ear Worm' and the songs that is 'stuck' in my head right now are non-english songs (most of them are in the playlist below). But I like it. Bah.

Oh if the playlist doesn't load, just click [here] hee =)

Adieu liberté

2008-07-22T21:18:00.005+08:00

School break is unfortunately over. After much slacking around, catching up with friends for makan sessions, barbecues, bowling, ktv-ing, etc etc.. it's time for me to hit the books. In my 3-rd year now, excluding this semester, I have 3 more semesters to go (if everything goes smoothly that is).

My timetable is not as hectic as previous semester. No weekend classes this time. BUT, it seems to be tougher. I will be studying a 5cu module via e-learning. That means no face-to-face tutorial for 6 weeks (till around september) before I start another 5 cu module. Both are advanced mathematics modules. God knows why they do this. On top of that, for both modules, there will be assignments (CMA - computer marked assignments) every week. So it's a die-die every week must study kinda situation. So for now till September, I will only need to go to school on Thurs for my Biomed Instrumentation module.

Ya, so basically I am stress before I even begin. This is definitely going to be a very long semester.

The Macs I heart.

2008-07-05T21:54:00.009+08:00

I kinda like Macaron. Not to be mistaken as Macaroons, Macron or Macaronni. These Macs are made of egg whites, almond powder, icing sugar and sugar. This sweet pastry came out of the French courts' baker's oven as round meringue-like domes with a flat base. [ Wiki ]. The one I had at Carousal is not that bad. Especially the Lavender and Rose Flavor. *Yum*

Carousal's

So feeling motivated, and seeing how easy the recipe seems to be. I put on my apron, whisk up some eggs, and make myself Chocolate Macarons with Toblerone Ganache.

The end result... it ain't fabulous. I think I used too many egg whites. But it tasted alright.

Ain't that bad

Of course, it's far from Pierre Herme Macarons. Never tasted them, but by the look of it... *slurp* [ Flickr Search ]

For the world to see

2008-06-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

Updated my Flickr photostream. Do check them out. I will upload most of my (the better ones) post processed shots here and the non-edited version, friends photos, all other photos etc, will be on my Multiply/Facebook. I know it's a bit kiasu to have n accounts, but what the heck. LOL.

Ok here's my 'plan'....

Flickr - Upload some of my best shots (mostly PP shots).
Multiply - Upload all my photos. (backup oso)
Facebook - Just for the tag. Not often though.
Friendster - Not in use anymore.

I have lots of photos in my pc & external hdd, dating all the way back from poly days. Though I don't really upload much of my photos online, I will try to upload some selective ones in this coming days.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/delphiz/
http://delphiz.multiply.com/

Bene qui latuit, bene vixit.

2008-06-15T23:13:00.003+08:00

Ever since the start of the school break, I've been 'mentally' writing down some to-do list. As I 'mentally' list out what I want to do, I realized that I may not have the time to do these things at all, even though it will be quite sometime before the new semester starts. Well despite the break, I still have to go to work. Work life still goes on. So that means I only have week-nights & weekends. Anyway so far I have been catching up with group of friends, have had fabulous dinner dates with them - the most recent one is at the Carousal, followed by singing our hearts out at the KTV. Oh not forgetting jumping on board a bumboat to pay Chek Jawa a visit, and getting million of kisses from our beloved Sun. And still have the strength to hit the gutter in a game of bowling right after that. It has been fun especially when we really make full use of the weekend.

There are many other things I want to do, like street-candid shooting, light-painting, pretending to be chocolatier, paint my room (which I doubt will ever work out), keeping fit, complete my fatal frame I/II/III games, and many many more. Sigh.

Things will be much easier if I wasn't lazy..... or working. Sometimes I wonder if I have truly live or am living my life well.

Ita really needs a break from all this *$%#.

That extra seconds

2008-06-10T23:00:00.001+08:00

All about numbers

2008-06-05T23:08:00.005+08:00

This is a random post about numbers. If you love math? Check this out:

http://projecteuler.net/index.php

"What is Project Euler?

Project Euler is a series of challenging mathematical/computer programming problems that will require more than just mathematical insights to solve. Although mathematics will help you arrive at elegant and efficient methods, the use of a computer and programming skills will be required to solve most problems.

The motivation for starting Project Euler, and its continuation, is to provide a platform for the inquiring mind to delve into unfamiliar areas and learn new concepts in a fun and recreational context."

And who is Euler?

Born in April 15 1707, Leonard Euler was a Swiss mathematician & a physicist in the 18th century (i think). He had made quite a number of contributions in the world of maths, physics and astronomy. From Euler's formula to Euler-Bernoulli beam equation, from using Function 'f(x)' concept to the letter e for natural logarithm... and many many more. He is one of the reason why we either love or hate maths.

And do you know, Clay Mathematics Institute is offering US$1 million to anyone who can solve any of the Millennium Prize Problems. There are 7 problems, 6 remain unsolved (when I last read it). Here's the link http://www.claymath.org/millennium/

"Transire suum pectus mundoque potiri". It means to "Rise above oneself, and grasp the world". This quote is attributed to Archimedes, a greek mathematician, physicist, astronomer and inventor. This quote and Archimedes can be found on the observe of the Fields Medal, one of the most prestigious prize for top Mathematicians.

So yeah, it's amazing how maths work. I do not love maths, but I don't hate it either. But I have to admit everything around us can be explained mathematically. Cell metabolism, blood flow, heart rate, action potential (nerve impulse), aerodynamics, fluid dynamics, and the list goes on.

This post is totally so random.

4 gatherings and a bad news

2008-06-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

It's been a great week since the start of my school break. Well other than back to the normal work routine, I had fun meeting up with my friends (soccer kakis, poly & a couple of my uni mates). Ya it was great. ^_^

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Anyway, was on MC today, went to see my specialist. Had a lil' of bad news. I had this problem for more than a year now. And it hasn't been improving that much. So I have daily physiotherapy for quite sometime now, seriously though at times I thought it works, but it doesn't. So today, I had my MRI reviewed. Apparently there is indeed a problem at my Lumbar spine (lower back). I have a degenerative disc protrusion at L4-L5 area and it is compressing my nerve root - hence that's explains the leg/thigh/buttock pain (which is btw more painful than the back pain itself). A number of people commented I looked ok. Well indeed I do, perhaps I got accustomed to the pain. Anyway ya.. my problem will be observed for another 6 mths to see if I require a surgery - something I want to avoid. But I'm thinking of stopping my therapy session as well, I'm really tired of all this sh*t.

And the bad news - doc advised me not to do any aggressive sports, and that means no running and soccer. So yea. BUT I seriously need to work out since I've been out for a year or so (ever since i got this problem).

Sucks right. I feel old.

Quote of the day:
"Tsk tsk... so young" - Doc xxx.

It's Over!

2008-05-27T19:32:00.004+08:00

Yes.. It's over. My exam ended yesterday.. finally. I don't dare to think about it after screwing up one of the paper (took 2 papers concurrently). Especially when it is due to not enough time. So yea, the feeling is like sky diving without a parachute. But whatever happens, happens la. Kinda f*cked up about it. So now leave is over... and it's back to work.

And now excuse me while I clear my rubbish away.

Damn.

A lil' Uncanny

2008-05-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

Look at this interesting thing that I have stumbled upon...

That's a 25-million light year distant galaxy - Messier 101 and the Typhoon Rammasun (May 11 2008, somewhere over the Philippine Sea). See their 'uncanny' resemblance.

Got this from Astronomy picture of the day site.

Anyway, 4 more days to hell and 9 more to freedom.

And I'm off....

2008-05-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

Won't be updating my blog for now. See you next month, most probably.

Oh by the way... Wish me luck.

"The difference between school and life?
In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test.
In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson."
~ Tom Bodett

Self-Reflection

2008-04-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hey Ita,

How's life? Hope everything turns out well. It's kinda cold where I am. Everyone here seems to be like robots in disguise. You know like that movie by Speilberg about this robot boy named David. Yea, that's it. A.I. That's the one. It's ironic you know. Here I am whining about them, but I, myself, is turning into one. Damn. But seriously, I don't know how to describe my life. It's sucky, but then I'm doing good. It's boring but I am contented. Perhaps just what they say, there are always 2 sides in every story. Bummer.

Anw, have you read the '5 people you meet in heaven'? Oh wait a min, I'm sure you have read it, you're the one who send me the ebook. Anyway, it's a great book. Thanks!! It's interesting really. I remembered the times when we talked about what makes life 'tick'. The hows and the whys. The what ifs and might have been. Aahhh those were the times huh.

How's your work and studies coming along btw? I'm pretty sure it is tough, but the last time I spoke to you, you seems to be doing alright. well.. except for those eye-bags and that 'yawning-syndrome'. But I'm sure you will cope just fine. I believe in you. *Pets your back*. =)

One more thing. You should smile more often girl. I know you want to look 'cool' or whatever. Seriously, you should. It will do you good. Remember our mini 'experiment' that time where we try to smile silly to ourselves but surprisingly a few strangers smiled back. It feels good right? Haha.

Anyway, I shall stop here. Keep in touch babe. Do write back when you have the time. Take a break once in a while, you deserve it. *Hugs*

PS: I know you are under a lot of stress right now, there's a few bars of dark Toblerone in this package. Take care aight.

Sincerely,
From Your best-friend & alter-ego,
Ita Suzana

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

Earthy Day

2008-04-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

Earth Day Flag

Heaven shower us with ~~rain~~ love this morning. Mud on the soles of my sandals. A freezing cold morning in the office. But all is well. Weather turned out ok for the rest of the day. We're cool.... coz it's aaaaaaaaaa.....

EARTH Day Today. Yay. I wish I could run around naked, jump into a pool of mud, and hug every tree I see. But I don't normally express my feelings freely... SO in the day, I've decided to breathe in more Oxygen so that I can exhale more CO2 for the TREES!!!

See... I am a thoughtful person.

OK seriously, this is not a laughing matter. Earth day or not we have to be aware about the changes in our environment. The hot topic now is about the Melting Ice.

"Its gettin hot in here. So take off all your clothes" ~ Nelly (Hot in here)

Even Nelly is aware of it. So let's do our part. Let's us pledge for a better world.
Let's do it For ~~SPARTA!~~ EARTH!

Oh by the way.... I'm #901 on the Million Blog List.

Look, a new friend.

2008-04-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

And her name is 'Crooked-Tail', well because she HAS a crooked tail. For the past few days... one week to be exact, ever since we first 'met', she would wait for me, when I reached home from my work, at her usual spot (near to the playground at my blk), and walked with me till I reached the stairs.

Even my neighbor's dog stopped barking at me. Maybe I smell like a cat! Hope Betty isn't jealous.

"Ya' know what's good about working and studying at the same time:
Education, Experience and Paycheck.
The best part - You don't have to do much except for working for 5 days
And spending your weekends with piles of assignments.
I love it. It's weird, but it beats sitting at home thinking hard what to do
while staring at the 3 walls and a window.
That's too much work."

~ Trying to console myself that it will be OVER (in a couple of years).

The Contender Asia

2008-04-15T21:15:00.004+08:00

I never watched a Muay Thai match before, until last Saturday, me and a couple of my classmates went to watch The Contender (Asia) Final at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. It was really worth it. As Paypal user (me) gets a 50% off, we paid only $25 per ticket for a $50 seats plus a free 'The Contender' T-shirt (they selling the tees for $20). Even though it was the cheapest ticket in the house, we got excellent seats =) so yeah.. it was totally worth!!! Oh and not forgetting the 6-packs.

The experience = Priceless.

I'm so easily contented.

The Contender (Asia) will be showing on Channel 5 every Thursday at 11pm.
Find out more about the show at http://www.contenderasia.com/

"Respect All. Fear None."

*Pictures taken with my trusty chocolate handphone

Disturbing indeed.

2008-04-09T22:55:00.004+08:00

While waiting for me to finish 'drafting' out my next blog entry, check out this clip from a Japan movie called Suicide club/circle. I am f-king disgusted by it. But the blood looks super fake =_=|||

PS: Warning! Gory scenes wor.

Still disturbing though. Especially the train scene. Damn.

Nothingness

2008-03-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

As much as I wanted to blog, I just can't.

Not because I'm ~~lazy~~ busy or have thousand-and-one things to do or whatever reasons I can come up with.

I just can't seem to do it.

There's nothing in my head.

"I love talking about nothing. It is the only thing I know anything about."
~ Oscar Wilde

Finally...

2008-03-24T23:02:00.003+08:00

I can breathe....

before the cycle starts again.

"Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day
Is the rest we take between two deep breaths."
~Etty Hillesum

Life in a nutshell

2008-03-15T11:02:00.004+08:00

This morning I slept at almost 5am and waking up at 10am. Burn midnight oil everyday. Classes on Sat and Sun. Assignments due soon. Quiz this week. Eye-bags. Caffeine. Paracetamol. Fourier series. Pi. Omega. Papers, papers & more papers. Scribblings. Clock ticking. Messy bed. Life Life Life........

I never felt so alive. Unbelievable.

Oh by the way, this French movie is worth watching. Superb. Check out Jeux d'enfants (Love me if you dare) by clicking Here

"When I can look Life in the eyes,
Grown calm and very coldly wise,
Life will have given me the Truth,
And taken in exchange - my youth."
~Sara Teasdale